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2009-08-17T21:55:00.002+08:00

zzzz sleepy as usual again.....
working workin workin everyday......

anyway gonna tok bout wat happened on the 8 of august...
me claron xm and xia went to east coast park at NITE to eat and slack....
went to the hawker centre there to eat.....
wah the food there is seriously veri ex lo kua.....
i had char siew noodles, xia ate carrot cake\, claron ate fried prawn mee and xm ate mee goreng...
we oso had satay and chicken wings.....
then we went to one spot near the sea ans sat down to tok bout lots of stuff.....
one thing tt happen was we saw the moon which was covered by the clouds and was quite low...
then as we continue looking, it went up higher and higher......it was hard to explain hahah.....
i was happie my disgusted mood of something did nt affect tt day....

9 of august.....me xm jia went at bout 12 to go to uncle hse as we were gonna stay overnight....
i met up wif xia and then ken,jia jie, xm, jj, diana and at causeway point, then we ate and bought drinks and went uncle de hse....

at there we played monopoly deal and mahjong....me and jia jie oso played dynasty warrior strikeforce together nice.....
then we ate dinner together....haha thx uncle and auntie for the nice dinner....
tis yr's ndp was seriously nicer than all the last few years sia....there was more stuff and bla bla.....we then rose up together at 8.22pm to sae our pledge and sing our national song....

then we played mahjong....jj and diana werethe first to slp and then xia which left me uncle xm and jia playing....haha we actually wanted to end the game first but at one point i kept winning and we gt stuck there.....shiok won 5 times in a row hahahaha....but still lost to uncle in terms of winnngs lol.....
the next day we went to the market to eat and then played mahjong b4 going home.....while on jj relative's lorry, something funni happened LOL..........

anyway i m gonna skip to last fri.....we met up wif jj to watch g.i joe hahaha.
hmm quite nt wat i expected....gd thing tt it was better than i thought it would b...the effects r quite gd and its oso veri funni i rate tt show 3.9/5...

then on sat me and xia went to watch movie again lol we watched UP in 3d....seriously it was the first time i watched a movie in 3d...new experience for me and xia.....veri ex but seriously it was freaking worth the money .....i did nt regret watching the movie

UP is a 3d cartoon comedy.....it is funni, entertaining and veri touching.......
there was one part when the one man was looking at his deceased wife's adventure book wif all the photos and stuff in it......as he looked it was all about the adventures and photos she wanted to do....then when he thought it was the end of the book, he noticed there was more photos at the back of the pages....and he flipped and saw all the photos of his wif and him through all the years of their marriage ......when i saw tt part i was veri touched and almost cried....it was realli veri nice....

its hard to explain tt part unless u watch it urself.....if i could choose i would rather watch UP than G.I joe....seriously i give Up a 4.7/5

tt's all

2009-07-08T22:02:00.005+08:00

hahah time to blog....
workin for these few weeks.....nt much activity

except we went to watch transformers....
and last sun we went to uncle hse to eat.....

then we were tokin....and smth made me really irritated......
almost spoilt my mood....

after tt we had dinner ....hahaha great as usual....thx uncle and auntie for the dinner.....
then we sat down and watched War of the worlds together...
haha lyk a big family watchin movie...or shld i sae close friends haha of course we were missing another person to complete tis picture....JJ

anyway uncle invited us to his hse again to stay over nite on the 9/8/2009 national day....
still discussing bout it.....
of course the ppl i hope would stay overnight r xia, diana, jj, xm, ken, jia cai if jia jie can oso gd........hmm adeline well mayb cus i m nt realli familiar wif her but its gd if we hav more ppl...... too bad cheng gan will nt b able to join us since i tink he is gonna leave in a few weeks time.....

anyway if it would work i would seriously giv it my all to plan activities yeah .....hope it would b better than the sentosa trip since tt time some needed to leave xia was sick and it was a bit sad......

so if any of u c tis post pls try and make 9/8/09 and 10/8/09 avaliable....if uncle can confirm if we can go or nt....of course do stay overnight cus its onli always me xia xm jj and diana staying and they slp pretty since there was nth to do and if tis time more ppl mayb more activites yeah???
well we will c how things go since there is still a month left the biggest prob is whether jj is able to get out of army hmm.....

anyway more ai otsuka songs from my friends to b exact three..... ticket, Sora to Kujira and drop....these three r veri nice songs....the lyrics r great especially sora to kujira damn nice.....for my taste....dunnoe how she managed to get these out hahaha

anyway i bout the love letter tour 2009 concert dvd....i was damn happie nt onli becaus i waited so long for it....IT COMES WIF FREAKING CHINESE SUBTITLES......

the last few tt i bought was without any....i went to check some of the lyrics translations for her songs....some i juz heard and lyk it...

but damn when i saw her 2009 concert wif the lyrics i was so damn excited.....her lyrics r really veri special and great....its so amazing how she uses some simple words to express the meaning and how she uses diff meanings to express her feelings or the song which some ppl would nt understand.....i dun even understand some of it myself lol....

but great a real nice singer........she is definitely goin into my most favourite lists of singers....haha
anyway F.I.R WHY R U NT RELEASING UR NEW ALBUM I WAITED VERI LONG LE FASTER FASTER hahahaha!!!!!!!!!!!!

沉浸在这份温暖中忘记了
沉沉昏睡著的真实的感觉

不要被束缚还有更精彩的事
不要被束缚还有更让人沉思的事
爱出生那一刻的泪水
爱明明知道在这手中拥有着的
爱就是更珍惜你
爱是我能做到的事

手牵着手一定是忘记了
已被我们制作的波浪吞噬

不要逃避事实
说出真实的感受

爱就算弄脏这双手
爱如果能保护你的话
爱在那张带著微笑的面孔旁
爱无论何时我都在这里

爱出生那一刻的泪水
爱明明知道在这手中拥有着的
爱就是更珍惜你
爱因为是我能做到的

one of the best songs out there to me i still lyk it veri much haha...tt's all

2009-06-22T23:31:00.003+08:00

long time nv update le

tis few weeks i was working for all weekdays and had a lt of activites
One of which is sentosa and i will update it in a few days

anyway one thing bout workin is i woulod tend to daydream...
then i will tink of silly things

the thing i thought of todae was a scenario

imagine ur bf or gf is in serious condition and if treatment is nt given, he or she may nt recover
then u hav a suitable person but tt is the onli person tt is suitable for the treatment

but the catchpoint is he or she is ur close friend and if tt person does help ur other hald....he or she might become the one who will b lying in bed but ur other half would recover

so wat would u do? would u beg ur friend for help or rather nt????

tis is a typical ur wfe and mother fall into the river who would u save????
people choose to tink tis is a stupid question but it is nt impossible....

there r several coincidence in tis world tt will cause something lyk tt to happen and then u will noe when ur friends ask u tis question and refuse to ans....u would regret why u nv tink of it properly

but my questions still revolves round one thing friends and stead.....

actually its onli a matter of who u luv more.....some luv their stead more some luv their friends more......

humans r selfish no matter how they sae they r nt.....we juz wan to keep our loved ones close to us.....i for one m such a person i wan those who r close wif me to b at a place i can reach them.....

it is nt surprising we would sacrifice others for the sake of those u care even if the ones u sacrifice r the ones who holds quite a bit in ur heart but nt as much as the rest....

of corse sacrifice does nt mean seriously hurting them.... in tis sense my situation is askin them to sacrifice smth tt will affect a part of their life

would u choose tt tis injury affect ur bf or gf lives or beg ur friend for help......
tis is a hard decision for most ppl.....but there r surely cases out tt which hav the same situations....

we sae its silly and choose nt to ans becus it has nv happen to us and we tink its impossible....
well but dun nid to ponder over it since its juz a thought....

anyway enough of the depressing stuff..

last sat me xia and diana went to city hall and collected their photos
then we went shopping for a bit

we ate carls' junior for dinner and we sat there and tok
wow it was seriously a nice chat and i did nt want to leave at all

we chat till out 12 plus then went to colours at the bay
continued tokin
man i seriously enjoyed the talk cus it is wat i wanted long talks wif friends...too bad it was nt there

plus the fact tt it was starnge since i was the onli guy
and gurls lyk to tok bout gurl's stuff and when i m there
feels lyk i m hindering their tokin and they had no choice but to find a topic tt i can tok bout to

anyway we tok till 2 then gt a taxi home
actually tt was too late for diana and even xia.....their parents may nt b happie and plus jj haha
sure get scolded by jj when he noes we went out so late

hope we get to do tis often... getting into army in 3 months plus

tt's all

2009-04-28T21:00:00.002+08:00

hahaha long time nv blog liao....

after finishing poly now finding job......
hahah anyway i m goin into army in oct....

which means i hav 5 months plus left...
lol how cool is tt?

anyway i hav been quite crazy for ai otsuka tis few months
her songs were all veri nice....
nt to mention her live...wow took my breath away...

i bought three of her concert dvds le....waitin for the LOVE LETTER Tour lol
looking foward to it cus i actually started to listening from the love letter album first before i listened to the others
love quite a few of her songs especially ai

anyway here is a lyrics of one of her songs

指先から見えたのは　柔らかい唇
それを右にそれを左に　それを上に　上に
目が合ったので　それをさらに上に　上に
おでこにキスした
まるで　針のない　時計
君の瞳の中の星　見つめていたら
心に魔法をかけてみたくなった
今から言う言葉が合図になったら
興味深い時間の始まり
指先を?[ばせて　体中を走った
真ん中下へ　真ん中下へ　すべるように　ように
目が合ったので　それをさらに　下に　下に
這うようにキスした
重なる　一瞬の　時計
溶けるように　重なる　また　離れていく
二人が刻んでゆく　One×Time

the song name is called one x time
well its actually a mature love song which is from the viewpoint of a clock
strange eh? but the tune is nice and the lyrics are veri creative and special

its strange tt i feel jap singers....well some of the jap singers can sing veri well be it in their albums or live...one of the singers are utada hikaru and of course ai otsuka
even their lyrics are veri veri good and their songs r nice to hear

but taiwan singers a lot of them onli sound gd in their albums but their live is terrible
and the lyrics r almost all the same....so is their melodies

well the one paticular taiwan singer and band is F.I.R. i lyk their music even till now but sometimes their live can b quite off

well mayb its cus they did nt release any new albums and i hav to listen to their songs or any taiwanese songs for quite a while plus the fact tt all i do is listen to ai otsuka songs nowadays tt's why i can b quite bias...

although there r quite a few taiwanese-like jap singer lyk uverworld their songs r nice but seriously their live sounds shitty

2009-03-16T12:46:00.024+08:00

hahaha veri long nv blog cus busy wif enjoying holis.....anyway tis will b a veri long post

6 march 2009
I went to ken's hse wif xm to play tennis.....
lol the weather was freakin hot sia......
we played for less than one hr then went back to ken's hse

Xm brought his guitar and jia jie de guitar .....
ken was playing wif his piano while xm played wif his guitar
i was there juz staring into space....lol nt interested....

ken's parents bought nasi lemak for us....one person 2 packet
we eat and watched the jay chou concert....wow super full sia
after tt we started to watch too fast too furious...quite a nice show....

we went out at 4 plus....actually we were supposed to go woodlands....
but my present super heavy and veri hot so we changed the location to marine parade

haha we went to eat ichiban to so call celebrate my birthday....there was me xia ken xm diana jia jj uncle.....

lol suckers juz kidding haha

yeah mi and xia =)

ate curry chicken katsu don and potato mentai yummy!!!!

after tt we went to play arcade.....

i gt a audio system or smth from ken xm diana jj jia and uncle haha thx

xia gave me a wrist dunnoe wat thing and a card

7 March 2009
Nth much happen todae except ken xm and xia came to my hse played badminton

then i went to parkway to buy the connector to the ipod for my audio system

8 March 2009

My birthday hahha.....finally i m 20 yrs old liao lol
anyway todae as usual we went to play badminton

after we had our lunch we went to the playground and guess wat i gt a birthday cake yeah!!!

12 March 2009
Went genting on tt day using pics to tok lol

nana and jj in the bus

me and xia lol the seats and bus is great we could stretch, move our seats and watch movies and play games

our first lunch in genting mary brown i ate the tower burger yummy!!!!

PRAWN STICK WARS GRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!!!!

yay at the theme park entrance

ohh ohh ohh monkey king me

pig pig and moo moo sitting on a horse.....my god poor horse gonna faint lol =p

prawn in bear bear taxi hahaha

enjoying our buffet

fukin big grasshopper which made diana screamed....it is rumored it can fly(as seen by jj they all)

yoyo lol

diana and xia

13 March 2009

in the ferris wheel indoors jj scared lyk hell haha

cool eh juz joking

hee hee =)

one family eh yeah =)

wat the shit r we doing ??????

big chocolate for my xia

I AM TIME LOL

me wif ken bear lol

us at the viking ship or pirate shop or wadeva

another pic lol

pizza hut yummy

Lover bridge

the indoor ferris wheel

14 March 2009

outside at the theme park entrance taking photos

lol spot the diff?

POWER RANGERS GO GO!!!!!!

our tickets

hahaha coupons we won from the arcade

pls feed me =)

last group photo

15 March 2009

Today we went to marine parade as usual for badminton.

Damn the rain was so heavy sia
and diana went to collect the cake for uncle and ken

xia was sick so had to bring her to c the doc first

after tt we went and cut the cake....
hmm felt tt the cake was quite nice hahaha

birthday boys or guys

the cake yummy

grp photo no 1

no 2

tt's all lol cya

2009-03-02T02:08:00.001+08:00

I AM GETTING TIRED WITH THE THINGS THAT ARE HAPPENING AROUND ME......DUN EVEN WANT TO BLOG ABOUT IT..........

2009-02-22T00:51:00.005+08:00

haha long time nv post le....
too busy to blog cus of exams....
left too ppr one on nxt mon, the other on nxt fri

bad schedule for my exams.....three consecutive ppr on three days....then the rest of the two split apart so far...nvm...

anyway tis few days i hav been studying and i came across a song by Ai Otsuka named heart
when i listened to the song wow immediately liked it and started listening to it....

i started to get my friends to send her songs to me.....
actually i onli listened to a few of her songs last time....
but tis few days i was completely captivated by her songs and voice....

the reason why is i was studying and felt damn sian until i went to listen to tt song HEART
really gave me the feeling to sit down and continue to do the work tt needed to b done....

amazing feeling it was...
her songs really lighten my mood up tis few days and gave me motivation to continue to study

hahaha the two albums i heard so far is Ai m best and Love Letter...
notice tt all of her album starts with Love ....mayb cus her name is ai which is the jap meaning of love....

but really damn gd
and as for the above music video....it is really nice tis is one of her songs oso named Ai
the mv shows a countryside where ppl side on a field and listen to her sing and shows many scene of interaction between ppl.....

tis type of life is really great....u can b so carefree dun really nid to worry bout things and juz enjoy life......

really hard to find tis scenario in singapore.....cus our land so small where gt countryside
even if hav hardly will many ppl wan tt kind of life ba.....

but if possible tt is the life i wish for.....

tt's all now

2009-01-20T23:13:00.005+08:00

zzz haven been blogging tis two weeks plus
veri tired everyday.....
doing proj
preparing for chinese new year

anyway i last sat went to buy clothes wif xia diana xm and ken....
wtf sia all the clothes de design almost the same......

did nt really find any clothes i lyk....
in the end i onli bought one.......

after tt ken went off for reunion dinner wif his family....
then we met up wif claron and eat KFC....
me claron xia and diana share the prosperity meal. while xm ate zinger meal....
enjoyed the meal hahaha...dunnoe why it was more delicious than usual....

after tt we went to shop at heeren.....

too bad jj nt wif us tt day...

last week i was tinkin bout smth and tis suddenly popped up in my head

friends i will or may lose due to reasons.....
many ppl came up in my head lol......

friends i will lose because of time = a lot....

friends i will lose because of attitude = 1

friends i may lose because of control = 1

friends i will lose because of stupidness = 3

friends i may lose because of stubborness = 2

a lot of others came up but well tis r the main ideas.......
well actually it is juz the reasons i thought of if one day i really lose tt friend....
mayb i m right
mayb nt
who noes......

anyway i have some things i wan to buy tis year..... nt much for now
1)New shoes (cross)
2)my gundam models =)
3)A DIGITAL CAMERA....well a cheap one (cross)
4)new badminton bag
5)dumbbells
6)new ties lol

for now tt is all my main priority is no 1 to 3 i shld b able to cut off the new shoes by tis week....

well my gundam models can wait but i hope i will b able to get a digital cam after chinese new year...sharing wif my sis haha... better than nth.....

tomo continuing to shop for clothes wif xia and diana.... well actually myself since i will b looking for clothes myself zzzz

2008-12-30T23:35:00.015+08:00

yoyoyo
2008 is comming to an end soon....
firstly welcome 2009 lol....

wow freakin fast eh.....
last yr 2007......
i was wif xia diana jj and xm at mind's cafe...

playin board games and bla bla....
how time flies.........

it has been a pretty fast-paced year....
lyk everything past in a blink of my eyes.....

tis yr was actually quite a gd yr of me....in a sense....
minus all the quarrelling and crap i get from ppl....
the rest was quite fine.....

i gained some new hobbies.....gundam models....tennis bla bla....
and my room changed from double beds to single bed

the first half of the year passed by juz the same as last yr...
i was meeting xia xm and ken quite often....
and we were quite into maple tt time.....
was doin my fyp.....
and of course our badminton grp grew quite big hahaha......better than last yr i guess....

the second half yr was quite diff le......
xia won the tickets to ndp....me xia jj and diana went.....
every yr almost the same for tt i guess...
and we was goin out wif jja and diana more often.....

and of course some ppl started treating us lyk crap......

by dec i was meeting claron more often for running and bla bla hahaha

anyway hope tis yr will b another gd one for me.......
cus i m near the end of poly and startin my ns.....

2008-12-11T23:02:00.002+08:00

yawn hahaha bloggin again

tis few days quite boring......
every morning will go running wif claron.....
first day i run wah kau nt enough stamina.....
run 3km then lei le....
siao sia too long nv run le......

but second day ca run the whole bedok reservoir le...
mayb ish cus i run a lot slower.....
once i reach 1km i slowed down....
until 3 km lyk tt then run a bit faster....

nth happen much tis few days....
quite peaceful......
i wonder how long it will last.......

but kept having weird dreams lol.....
been listening to some slow-paced music tis few nites....
veri shiok sia.....
haha especially songs wif a soft melody.....

makes me relaxed and tink bout some things....
oso makes me slp zzzzz

2008-12-08T15:13:00.003+08:00

A. People who have been tagged must write their answer in their blog.

B. Tag 8 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse.

These people must state who they are tagged by and cannot tag the person who they were tagged by.

tagged by diana

Continue this game by sending this to 4 other people:

1)xia

2)ken

3)jia jie

4)lional

1. What have you been doing recently?

Eat, slp, play

Do you ever turn your cell phone off?

nt often

3. What happened at 10 am today?

watching show lo or mayb slpin ba hmm

4. When did you last cry?

recently ba i guess

5. Believe in fate/destiny?

yup shld b

6. What do you want in your life now?

walk a step at a time, b wif my loved ones and my gf and well tink of my future

7. Do you tend to make relationships complicated

depending on wat type....friends de i dun wan it to b complicated but it is out of my control... love de i onli gt one so it is nt

8. Are you wearing anything you borrowed from someone?

yucks....unless they r really close tme i dun lyk to wear other ppl de clothes

9. What was the last movie you caught.

forget liao did nt watch movie for quite some time

10. Does the person you like knows that you like him/her?

hello i m wif the person i luv.....so obviously.....and the friends i like ya i guess so

11. Who always makes you laugh?

i dunnoe i onli laugh at myself often

. Do you speak languages other than english?

chinese jap hmm mayb a bit of hokien and cantonese althought i dunnoe why is hokien and which is cantonese

13. Favourite website(s)?

hahahaha all the blogs ttr stated in my blog.....gundam 00 sites, F.I.R. fan site, bandai hobby bla bla

14. What are you doing tomorrow?

well i training to b fitter and healthier, slp, eat, play meet my gf

.15. What do you think you are like?

impatient, bad tempered, easily frustrated, lazy, talkative, like to tink too much, like to joke around, sometimes easy going, sadist bla bla....a lot more but i lazy sae

16. Who will you choose to die with?

well my close friends, family my gf which obviously r all my loved ones....

17. Where have you been today?

at home

18. What game do you play often?

cake mania 2 gundam 00 bla bla come on hahaha

19. Who are you missing right now?

my gf and my close friends since they nt wif me right now

20. If you have to choose between a friend and a lover, who will you choose?

i would rather die than choose.....

21. What are you doing right now?

eat, slp, play

22. Which primary school were you from?

Maha Bodhi

23 . Name three colours you like.

Gold, Sliver, red haha i tink all from my childhood interest power ranger LOL

24. What emotion do you like to show?

smiley face, attitude face and sometimes lonely face when no one toks to me

25. What is life to you?

Sometimes full of hopes and love and sometimes crappy and sucky

26. If you have something troubling you, what will you do?

tink abt it again and again and tel my xia and mayb my close friends

27. Who did you last chat with on msn today?

no one i onli wait for ppl to tok to me cus i scared if i keep tokin to them they will find mi fan

28. Who do you admire the most?

no one actually.....

29. Which month are you born in?

March.....picses

30. How are you feeling right now?

cold

31. What is the time now?

3.34pm

32. Your opinion on the person who tagged you.

nt much ppl tag me but i will sae all

xia-caring, bad tempered, neat, sometimes mature sometimes childish, kind, sensative, timid

diana-straight foward, sometimes cheerful, optimistic i guess, too ting hua(applies to jj),

ken- bad tempered to, easily affected by ppl's mood, quite straight foward, social,

jia - funni(sometimes if he is nt following wat xm do), emo, lame, talkative

hmm actually for these ppl..... i hav more to sae but juz cannot rmb so tis is onli a part of wat i feel bout them..... wan noe why i sae tis or anything juz ask me hahah dun assume

33. What colour do you like to dye your hair?

erm i would prefer nt to dye my hair but if really muz choose it shld b dark brown or brown

34. Why are you doing this test?

hmm becus i was tagged to do it? and for fun and laughter peace and joy LOL

35. What do you do when you're moody?

lie in bed, tink bout stuff tt happened or will happened or i hope it will happen....and if i tink bout my gf i cal her....

36. At which stage do you wish to get married?

when i hav enough money to start my family and if my gf is willing....

37. Who is closer to you?

MY XIA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

38. If today is the last day of your life, what will you do?

gather everyone andmy gf, make them hate me lyk fuk so that they wun miss me and b glad tt i die..... then i will run to some place and die alone......may i will write a letter so tt when they find out the sadness will nt b so much.....wait in the first place nt many wil b sad if i die lol

39. Who is/are the people/person you trust the most?

my xia ba myself i dun trust ppl easily

40. Do you believe in seeing the rainbow after the rain?

i juz sae it the other day in the car....even took a photo of it...reminds me tt they is hope even after a storm...too bad xia nt wif me tt day

41. If you have a dream come true, what would it be?

i juz wan my loved ones(my gf, close friends, family) to b wif me.....nth it tis world can b compared to tis......

42. What is your goal for this year?

graduate from poly dun always quarrel and get fitter

43. Do you believe in eternity love?

doubt so unless i noe wat i was in my pass few lives

44. What feeling do you love the most?

the feeling when my gf and all my close friends gather in a small room and tok for a long time
which nv happened b4

45. What feeling do you hate the most?

sick, quarrelling bla bla all the sad feelings

46. Do you really think it's global warming now?

DUH, we c it in the news everytime....polar caps melting damn big hole in the ozone layer......save the earth and a lot more

47.Do you like doing quizzes?

depends on wat type...if it is studies de then i definitely hate it, others i m still interested

48. Do you believe in gods?

now and den

49. Who cares for you the most?

my xia my family sometimes my friends although i sometime dun get the feeling they even care

50. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?

Bonds......love , friendships and family....cannot live without anyone of them

51. What will you bring when you fight?

bring nth...i believe no matter how tough a person is i will nt lose if i fight one on one

52. What have you regretted doing in your whole life?

well a lot.....all those childish things i done in the past...and a lot more since i hav a long way

53. What do you do if nobody cared for you any longer?

well i will distance myself from everyone....b alone

54.What will you do if your boyfriend/girlfriend two-timed you?

i will giv her a chance......let her choose.....

2008-12-04T20:56:00.002+08:00

god damn it......
i so suai....

yesterday went tp to study....
come back sick....fever...throat infection and flu.....

nv study and go slp le.....
woke up at 4plus...felt better and study a bit

my dad fetch me to sch todae
todae ppr was network management and OS
thought i was gonna flunk it.....
luckily....nv hahaha

went to buy porridge for xia...
she oso sick....muz b i pass to her
luckily i already feeling ok...or i sure faint halfway

went to c doc....gave me medicine....

damn tired..... tomo last ppr le....finally

tt's all

2008-12-02T17:44:00.001+08:00

second day of my exams.....

i had Computer and network security....
damn early ppr 8.30am....
was half awake sia.....

anyway the ppr sux.....
the section a killed my marks....
well luckily still pass.....
hahahaha

takin a break on wed and preparing for thurs....two pprs
one is 8.30 to 10 the nxt is 10.30 to 12....sian
tt's all lol

2008-12-01T19:12:00.001+08:00

ok blogging again.....

damn could nt slp yesterday sia....

anyway todae was my first paper.....
Ethics and law....
i was quite scared of tt ppr....

but wtf.....our ppr was lyk 99% the same as our sample ppr la....
GOD the teacher muz b lazy to change it lol

then after the ppr we went to study in sch......
tomo gonna hav a veri hard ppr....
tired sia............

2008-11-24T23:44:00.002+08:00

hello.....blogging again....

hmm still talk bout last fri first.....
went to sch for lessons and tennis...
tt day de tennis quite fun cus my poly friend sj ask two of his friends go play....
one of them was quite a gd player....

diana joined us to play oso....
the sun was freaking hot.....

then after tt we went home
at nite met up wif xia, diana, jj, jia and ken
played basketball
hmm quite fun i guess....

xm arrived 15 mins b4 we went home...

on sun we went to marsilling to play badminton...
was in quite a bad condition tt day.....
was feeling veri weary.....mayb cus i added 1kg more......
played veri badily.....

everytime we go there sure gt ppl nt feeling well de.....
then we went to eat at uncle's hse de coffeeshop....

then we talk for a while b4 going home...
haha me diana xm and jia was squeezing at the back of the car......
jia was slpin and listening to music *emo guy* hahahaha
xm was tokin to diana and listening to music
diana was looking at xm de photos and toking to xm
as for me i was listening to music....singing and......looking out at the window??????

i was quite tired.....if anyone noticed my heavy breathing while i was playing badminton......
guess i push myself too hard even though i was nt in a gd condition
jj was in the front seat....watching bibi play YUGIOH

we reached ubi at bout 6.50....damn tired sia zzzzzz........

todae was my labtest.....hahaha still quite ok ba....
studied ethics and it law....sian sia....nxt week mst le........

December is coming soon.........
tis year has been quite a tiring year for me....both physicallly and mentally......
especially tis few months....
some really happie moments compared to last few years....
and some events really wore me down.......
well hahaha will giv my summary of tis yr b4 2008 ends.......stay tunned LOL

i hav two poly friends....they hav the best temper tt i hav ever ever seen in my entire life.....
they will nt get angry no matter wat u do...
of course unless u do something which is has really gone too far and any human will get angry
in fact one of them hav nv shown any attitude or get angry in my 3 yrs of poly...
they will juz smile at u

wtf sia.....i m so ashamed of myself lo....i get angry and show attitude for little things.....
if i hav even 30% of their attitude it would b great sia.......

many a times its my temper and immature attitude which makes me regret things i do....
even though i try to change....it juz comes back
i want to be like the both of them....wow tt will b great.....

i rmb on tt day when we all celebrate xia de b-day tt time when they came to my hse...
diana brought up some books about wat kind of ppl we r or smth....

there was one which said tt i m the kind of person who would offend my friends and will nt noe bout it......
mayb ba
i always felt tt i treat my friends quite well...hmm mayb nt really but still ok....
but for tis 1 yr plus i start to tink tt is crap....

even if i tink tis way....my friends may nt....
since i m the kind of person who like to make fun of ppl and joke around....simply called a bully....
mayb some of my friends feel i m an asshole who is selfish and dun care bout other ppl.....
or they may even scold bad words bout me and stab mi behind.....

i sometimes hav tis feeling......some of my friends dun respect me...
when i tok to them they ignore me...when other ppl start toking to them....they respond.....
mayb it is the fact tt i make fun of ppl so they would rather ignore me.....

as usual i hav little friends......nt much ppl i can count on...
they will grow lesser and lesser becus of the person i m....
but surely i can still count on my xia ah hahahaha =)

anyway all of these r crap from me again.....(LOOK gerald is bullshitting again)
gd nite zzz

BTW the two ppl i mentioned r choon neng and junfu =)

2008-11-18T23:19:00.004+08:00

yummy steamboat - tom yam and ginseng chicken too bad dun hav ma la

bixia eating haha

still eating sia hahaha

yummy dessert - almond wif logan....except my logan dropped....

the cups =)

mi and JJ hahahha

me and my xia

lyk tis grp picture =)

anyway tis was from last fri....

i had sch till 10 tt day
met up wif xia cus she complained her heart pain for quite a while and wanted to go medical checkup

anyway diana and jj oso went as diana wan to check oso and jj pei her

we reached outram polyclinic at 12 plus but had to wait till 1.45 pm to register as it was lunch time.....
so we hanged around there and tok.....

at bout 1.45 we went to register....haha we were practically the first to c the doc.....
bixia had her heartcheck wif wat bnp or wat thing, chest xray and blood test for sugar level......
and the results........heart was ok chest oso ok.....sugar level nt too high and nt too low....

turned out everything was ok and the doc said she gtchest pain mayb becus of muscle or wat...nth serious....phew...

hmm then we waited for diana a while as she checked for more things.....
anyway if u wan a blood test muz do a fasting for 8 hrs and bixia had nt eaten since the night before and was complaining tt she was starving so i toldher if u ren then after all the test i treat her eat.....

so after tt at 4 plus we decided to go to the new zhen fa huo guo huo hai xian to eat....
hmm at first we reach there still nt much ppl....

the gd part is tt now the steambost bigger than last time and more variety to choose
somemore gt dessert

but the bad part is no more barbequing ourselves lyk last time

anyway there was barbeque and oso teppenyaki(dunnoe how to spell)
quite nice overall
enjoyed the meal ....

after tt as we were all veri full and a bit uncomfortable we went to shop at velocity which is near the novena mrt....
hmm nth much there except for sports equipments....

we walked for a while and went home le....

hahaha really enjoyed my day tt time.....
we laughed and eat and tok wif each other......
veri fun....
hope to do it again soon....

tt's all gd bye =)

2008-11-13T10:16:00.003+08:00

HELLO!!!!! hahaha shld blog about last fri....

Last fri after my lessons....my poly friends and i went to play badminton at SP
damn it sia...i hate the badminton courts there....
the ground lyk shit and somemore gt wind....WTF!!!!!

anyway we play till about 12 then i went to find Diana and brought her along to play badminton wif my friends

we played till abt 1 then me and diana go buy Mac and we headed back to ubi.....
anyway i waited for bixia to finish and we went to JJ's hse at bout 10.15 cus we r staying overnight hahahahaha

anyway when we reach jj's hse they open the sparkling drink dunnoe wat flavour....hmm
actually they sae nt nice but i drink still ok hahahahaha

then we went up to his room.....me xia diana jj and jia played a game called betrayal at the house on the hills or smth lyk tt...
it is a board game where we each hav a character and and we hav to discover new places and eventually find out who is the betrayal....hahaha

there are 200+ diff kinds of scenario sia.....
and the funni part was bixia was the betrayal for the most times!!!!....we played bout 2 to 3 games and she was the betrayal for 2 games....

the most scary part was once as we had to make a haunt roll....if the no on the dice is equal to or less than the no of omen cards...the betrayal is out....jj went to throw 6 dices and all of them turn out to b 0 .....omg hahahahaha

anyway we played till two plus and went to slp le.....

on sat...we woke up at bout 8 to 9 plus.....
jj fetch his bro for swimming....

then diana and xia went to my hse to study...
wah i veri suai....stomachache....the s*** dun wan come out....constipation.....

we started studyin at 11 plus....
hahaha the feeling was gd cus i kinda lyk studyin wif ppl together..
actually i wanted to slp on tt day....but saw xia doin her proj and diana studying...
so i decide to study tooo
hahaha hope to do it again

jj they all went to eat cus actually we were supposed to go too
but xia haven finish her project ='(....

anyway jj they all reach home at bout 8 plus
and we played 1 round of betrayal and went home

overall it was fun but a bit too short and as usual no heart to heart tok hahaha =)

haha the sparkling drink

hey no taking photos of me....muz pay money de

hahah jj popping the bottle

god 6 dice and they all get 0 wat r the chances sia..... hahaha

2008-11-06T11:29:00.003+08:00

yawnzzz everyday oso veri tired....

anyway yesterday my lessons was at 8.....
two straight lectures till 12 zzz

super tired...
after finishin my classes i made my way down to tp

reached at bout 1 plus...

met up wif diana and we went to the tp library to study and wait for xia and jj
wah kau i was lyk half awake when i was studyin lo

we study till bout three plus or 4 then went to meet wif xia and jj
then we made our way down to tampines safra to play bowling....

HAHAHAHA first time sia....my first and second shot both gt strike sia
and its the first time i managed to get 100 points WOOHOOOO

after playin we went back to tp and eat

tt's all zzzzzzz

2008-10-28T22:48:00.006+08:00

yoz.....zzz finally i m gonna blog hahaha.....

yesterday was public holiday...deepavali....
well as some of our grp was nt free on wed which is xia's birthday
we decided to help her celebrate yesterday...

i met xia at ubi abt 1pm lyk tt...
then we went to eat and met up wif jj xm diana and jiajie

they went to my hse to play...
at first we asked those questions bout wat love, friends or wat de la
then after tt we played murderer and detective...

haha tt game was quite lame and veri fun sia...
we also played heart attack....
damn it lo onli won once somemore is xia help me de kau hahahaha....

anyway we went out at bout 6 and jj fetch us to tampines safra for dinner....
we met up wif uncle csl ken and uncle's wife...

wah 10 ppl so gd sia...so many ppl celebrate birthday wif my xia....i oso wan LOL...juz jokin...i shld b happie someone even rmb...

anyway guess wat we went to sakura buffet for dinner hahahahha....
hmm the food there is quite nice i guess....
if u ask me to compare orchard de and there one i would sae....i dunnoe...
it all taste the same to me....

we eat from bout 7 to 9....wah super full sia...
then we decided to play bowling.....

when we went up we had to wait i tink it was cus there was no space
meanwhile we took some photos.....

Three idiots trying to get attention

lol the bowling alley

My xia and Diana

Manjusri Year 2005 Class 4I

Buddies eh...wat the hell where m i?? Guess i m nt one of them

Uncle and his wife

Two pairs of couples

haiz...dun wan to comment

ooh did i mention tt someone gave me attitude and another took me as invisible.......nvm

haha anyway bowling sux.....my score was the lowest for the first round alamak.....
uncle was the onli one who gt past 100
even xia and diana win me.....zzz

we played till bout 11 plus then jj fetch us home.......
i was quite tired b4 we gt home but after tt i onli fell asleep after 2.30...wah kau less then 4 hrs of slp....my mind was full of things

it was quite fun yesterday

tt's all and wishing bixia happie birthday

2008-10-12T03:55:00.000+08:00

You are The Lovers

Motive, power, and action, arising from Inspiration and Impulse.

The Lovers represents intuition and inspiration. Very often a choice needs to be made.

Originally, this card was called just LOVE. And that's actually more apt than "Lovers." Love follows in this sequence of growth and maturity. And, coming after the Emperor, who is about control, it is a radical change in perspective. LOVE is a force that makes you choose and decide for reasons you often can't understand; it makes you surrender control to a higher power. And that is what this card is all about. Finding something or someone who is so much a part of yourself, so perfectly attuned to you and you to them, that you cannot, dare not resist. This card indicates that the you have or will come across a person, career, challenge or thing that you will fall in love with. You will know instinctively that you must have this, even if it means diverging from your chosen path. No matter the difficulties, without it you will never be complete.

What Tarot Card are You?
Take the Test to Find Out.

2008-09-30T17:24:00.000+08:00

humans r forever the same no matter who or how their personality is diff....

when u c someone do smth which U FEEL they do is wrong or u tel them...
would u stop and tink???
hey will i do tt too???

when ppl feel tis thing is right or wrong...they will insist tt they r correct...
but who r u to judge whether it is right or nt....

ok from todae on here is wat i gonna do
when ever anyone sae tt smth is right or wrong ok i will juz listen
no more views from me

its so stupid trying to judge wat is right and wrong anymore
wat for sia...in the end if i sae wat is feel juz gets into more argument
and in the end no one is even sure bout which is right and wrong

why shld i waste my time????
i shld juz let ppl do wat they wan
u dun wan ok u wan oso ok...
i oso wun sae anything le

who noes tis may make my life so much happier
ooh i feel so gd now =)

2008-09-23T19:55:00.002+08:00

Firstly, transferred qns over to your blog and answer it. Replaced any qns you dislike, with a new qns formulated by yourself. Then, tag 6 people to do this quiz, they cannot be refused! Lastly, continued this quiz on, cannot tagged th person whom are being tagged before. Continues and send it to others(:

1.If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
Ans: laugh and cry like a crazy ass....then try to continue wif life

2.If you can have a dream come true, what would it be?
Ans: The power to change anything.....

3.Whose butt would you kick?
Ans: Probably my own since i can kick anyone's ass except my own...

4.What will you do with billion dollars?
Ans:Use it for surviving, for my loved ones and helpin ppl....

5.Will you fall in love in your best friend?
Ans:Well i sure did....the girl one nt boy =p

7.How long would you intend to wait for someone you really love?
Ans:As long as it takes...unless i fall in love wif someone else...

8..If the person you secretly like, is already attached. What will you do?
Ans: Wish her the best...well i might wait or forget bout her...who noes?

9.Who u hate?
Ans: Myself....cus i do too many mistakes and sure gonna make more in the future...

10.Will you invite your ex bf/gf to your wedding?
Ans: If i dun hate him i will

11.How'll you see yourself in 10yrs time?
ANs: Workin like crazy to feed myself and my family

12.What's yr fear?
Ans: I fear most of the things tt come to me

13.Would you rather be single&rich or married&poor?
Ans: Married&poor....i rather hav a loving family

14.What is th first thing you do when you wake up?
Ans: Eat watch tv call girlfriend brush my fukin teeth and pee(depending on the day)

15.Would you give in all into an relationship?
Ans: I am giving it

16.If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
Ans: I won't cus i gt a gf lol

17..Would you forgive and forget, no matter how horrible a thing the person have done?
Ans:If my heart can forgive tt person

18.Do you prefer being single or into relationship?
Ans: Into a relationship of course

Now, this 4 people would do this quiz,
Kendrick,Bixia, Lional, Jingzhe

2008-09-17T21:45:00.003+08:00

zzz....finally i decided to write another post le lol haha....

anyway i was watchin some shows online when i notice on the top right hand corner of it
there was a sign named "astro"

tt sign actually brought back quite a lot of memories as i always saw tt sign when i was on a malaysia trip and was inside my hotel room watchin tv
i tink it is part of the malaysian channel ba......

haha still rmb last time my family, kendrick's family and my father's friends de family...
we always went on trips every year when we were young....

and once i get into the hotel room i would always switch on the tv and start lookin at the booklet for the lineup of programs
i would always c astro....

man i so missed those days.......but now we all grow up
plus nt everyone has time le......

the last trip i went to was genting wif xia jj diana jiajie and jj's family....
it was quite short but actually veri fun....
the fun part did nt come from the trip....well actually the genting trip was a bit boring cus we did nt plan things out properly and wasted a lot of time plus the weather was bad
it was fun cus all of us gather to go some place outside singapore...most importantly we could spend time together.....

well although we do spend time together in singapore....it was quite short....cus we hav to go home by nite time bla bla ...
tis was diff we gt to spend three days and two nites together.....

when we were there i felt lyk it would nv end.....juz lyk wat i would feel when i went on holis last time...the feelin is great...something i would nt experience normally......
even when there r sleepovers i would feel smth lyk tt

i found out the reason i can't slp when i m in other ppl's hse....recently jj diana and xia went to my hse to play mahjong till nxt day...and even in my own hse i could nt slp...
well actually its cus i did nt wan it to end so soon...wif everyone slpin and knowing the nxt day we will all go home and bla bla

it was a pity for genting cus we all slp quite early during genting.....i actually wanted all of us to gather round and tok through the nite
the best thing friends can do is nt watchin movies playin games or singing songs together...
is to sit down and tok...understand each other more and rmb the past....

its the best thing i wan to do whenever we get slpovers or trips....sadly it does nt happen....
even though some might sae tt when u do tis often will sian....
but i dun feel tt way....its cus everyday we will understand a new thing bout each other
no one can truly understand another person no matter how long they hav been wif each other......
everyday is actually a new beginning for ppl or friends to know each other again.........
seriously i would rather juz sit at someone's hse or some place quiet and juz keep tokin......
lyk when we getting bus to woodlands i wan to tok but well they either slp listen to song or they r nt even there......cannot blame them guess they juz too tired lol

tt's why i luv tokin.....to my friends my family joke around bla bla.....
it really makes me feel tt its great hav so many ppl around u or smth....well i tink i may b the onli sucker to feel tis way but its ok........

another thing i regret is nt spending more time wif my family...i sometimes really love tokin wif them....playing around wif my mum and sis and listening to my dad tok bout things tt really will inspire me to wan to do things well.....for them and oso for myself......
i lyk ppl around me...onli those who i m close wif....

ppl somtimes will sae dun worry gt time de gt time de....
but they r wrong u nv noe wat happens the nxt min even the nxt sec....
i wan to cherish every second of my life.....spending time wif my gf my best friends my family.......

haha mayb tt's why i always feel disappointed when i ask ppl out and they dun wan
i will always hav tis feeling tt no time le nxt time sure cannot meet le......
well anyway tt's all cheers!!!!!!!

2008-09-02T10:47:00.011+08:00

hello....again i took a long break b4 i decide to write anything on my blog......

shall blog bout 30-8-2008 sat....

me xia diana jj csl and uncle went to air show together todae...
met at enous mrt...actually we were supposed to meet at our hse there first
but suddenly uncle called and ask them meet earlier....no one told me.....=|

anyway took shuttle bus to paya lebar airport or smth...kau the bus full of ppl and it was super hot la....somemore traffic jam

when we reached there....it was super hot and we walked around and c...
well actually nt really interested in all these planes....
but xia nv go b4 and wan go....
somemore i oso wan to meet up wif they all so pei them go oso nt bad lol =)

actually we decided to stay to c the aerial performances or smth....but then started to rain...
we were all wet but seriously dun noe why felt tt it was fun HAHAHA

anyway we went home changed our clothes and jj's father fetch us to IT show

shiok eh jj bought desktop and laptop cooler while diana buy laptop....
rich sia i oso wan buy hahaha but i dun hav money....

31-8-08
Morning me jj jiajie and their dad went to diana hse to help take sofa to erm i tink jj's aunt hse or smth.....
lol i sort of scratched my left arm during the process.....but well its nth

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JiaJie hahah 15 le wow time passes really fast eh....

anyway went to buy cake and a dogtag for jiajie cus its his BIRTHDAY HAHAHAHAHA
smth happened on the when we were waiting to play badminton....well i will nt sae it but obviously no matter wat i m to b blame or ppl will still sae my fault...
of course both parties were at fault

xia said the dogtag was ugly =(
ya i guess so....
anyway hope jia was happy.....
but felt kinda lost cus we did nt buy a cake for uncle and jj during their birthday....

we did nt even tel uncle happie birthday la...wtf is wrong wif me dun even rmb
and jj we onli gave him a basketball...no card no cake no nth.....=|
dun worry birthday is every year de i will do better nxt yr lol will make a point....
here is the pics for jia de birthday

puttin the candles on the cake...xm looked lyk he suckin finger sia lol

the cake yay chocolate

hey hu took my pic shoo shoo dun look at my crude posture

we r juz the xtras...GRRR i hate heing an xtra HAHAH

the cake wif candles *clap clap

here is our sexy birthday boy

cuttin birthday cake...eh look at here LOOK HERE NT THERE

1-09-2008
met wif xia jj and diana....
haha xia todae veri early reach le *clap clap
we went to eat at clarke quey...fish and chips for 6.50
veri worth it lo and quite....muz bring xm go eat

after tt we went suntec cus diana nid to edit her dress....
then we went to walk around a while later go home
actually wanted to walk longer but jj wanted diana go his hse study so bo bian
haha muz work hard for uni....

anyway xia came my hse play a bit maple and watch show.....
tt's all....

friends and loved ones r great eh =)

YAWNZZZZ gd bye my break again come le

2008-07-19T13:43:00.002+08:00

hmm....long time nv blog again....as usual lazy....
i shld make it a point to write more ba...even thought usually i m the onli one readin it.....
anyway.....projects hav been quite a pain...
even though we hav made some progess....there were a lot of hinders....

hahha but well i hope we can finish it in time.....

hmm...todae de badminton was quite fun....although accidents happened....
xm was supposed to tel uncle where the location is....but he mistook nxt week for tis week...
so he told uncle tis week is macpherson instead of marine parade.....

so me and xm started playin first...
as usual my singles was quite up to expectation.....although i missed quite a few easy shots....

then me xm ken and jj play doubles...lol we were fooling around lo.....keep hittin funny shots...
after tt gt two guys ask us if we wan play doubles.....
so we took out our JJ XM pair hahaha.....

our pair were leadin first but suddenly from 4-0 become 10-4 or smth.....
actually i felt JJ and XM can win de...but they make a lot mistakes and their combination a little out of tune....so it ended wif the two guys winning....

so we took out our nxt pair....me and xm...
we were playin quite well at first leadin 8-2....clearly we were the better team...or it was juz wat i felt.....then we lost our service....
me and xm made super lots of mistake.....xm de shots went out my smack had too much angle and hit the net bla bla....
the two guys lead at 13-10.....i thought we were gonna lose hahha

then we gt back our service and draw wif them 13-13 at second serve....
then we gt a bit lucky....one of the other team hit a shot and it hit the metal part of my racket
it gt over and the other team had a hard time catchin the ball....and xm smacked them hahaha....

14-13......hahaha and match point
the last shot the other team hit the net and 15-13
hahaha we won...phew....i thought we were gonna lose...

then we continued playin doubles hahaha
sian veri tired cus morning me jj xia and diana went swimming....
zzzzz

2008-05-26T08:37:00.001+08:00

yawnz....tiring day.....

yesterday was sun and i was feelin quite crapy when i woke up

guess it was cus i had to study for my labtest......

anyway i woke up at 11 lyk tt then went to watch some shows....

as usual it was boring......

then after eating i went to study my lab test

Met xm at 3 to make his racket string....
Yesteday's badminton was quite gd......minus the fact tt we lack quite a few ppl.....
the single's play was fun....hahaha
it was quite strange as on fri i thought i was lucky tt my play is become well again
but yesterday i was oso playing well hahaha....
hmm mayb ish cus of my racket string....

but yesterday's doubles was boring.....again lack of ppl....
tis week already so boring....nxt week may b worse....
yesteday uncle nv come cus he was sick....
so i m nt sure whether he will b well enough to come nxt week....

and xm has a test on the nxt day after sun....so i m sure he will nt b goin....well i hope he still will
and the rest bla bla......

so its onli left wif me JJ jiajie mayb their parents and mayb bixia and diana....haiz....
and nxt nxt week JJ and his family nt goin......
oh god....i wonder wat will happen nxt nxt nxt week.....

all tis makes me feel lyk mayb i shld juz stop bookin badminton court le.....
until someone cal me book then i book.....no space then dun play........
oh well i still book cus i still wan play everyweek.....

anyway we went to parkway de banquet to eat..ate fried fish soup...
hahaha dunnnoe why suddenly lyk eat tt.....

hmm tt's all

2008-05-24T09:41:00.003+08:00

wah hahahaha i m finally back to blog......
very long le cus i lazy =p

well actually i wun really blog till i hav smth i m nt happie wif

anyway yesterday was a gd and bad day for me.....
i went to sch to do proj....kau bring a lot of things
badminton racket....shuttlecork.....lappy.....tis tt

we met at 9 then went to find our lecturer....then we found out tt he was nt free for the whole day....
wah tt meant i had to wait for xm till 3 cus i dun wan go home....suai

so my friends and i went to slack here and there till xm called....

yesterday's badminton was great somehow i was so used to the court there and i had gd control over my smacking....hahaha

but tt's where the bad news came....we had planned to play bb every fri so we bought a ball for JJ
but then last week JJ could nt play cus of his mp thing and another for his piano....so it was cancelled...and one of my friends told me tis.....eh nxt week nxt week i can.....

but when we called him yesterday....he told us he cannot cus he wan practise music.....

come on la wat the hell.....then in the first place dun tel me u nxt week can or wat.......
i hate it when ppl sae they can but in the end they tel me they nt free......
dun tel me STEADY LA we every fri play basketball but in the end u onli came once.......

i m nt angry but juz very disappointed.........
if u can't do it then dun sae u can.....
its lyk almost everyweek we ask and get rejected.....

i myself hav litttle friends....i m closer to one of the group of friends...
but seriously sometimes i dun feel lyk they r there at all....

i always plan smth for them and they juz tel me anything lo anything lo.....its lyk u r goin for the sake of goin....
i can see them planning for their other groups of friends....wow full of activites....
but our plans.....almost onli me.....and when i ask them they sae dunnoe wat to do......

mayb for them our tis grp is nt so close compared to the other.....
i always hav tis feeling tt if one of them has tis grp of friends askin them out and our grp asking them out..he will choose to go out wif them....tt's the ans i always get from them....

some even worst....ok u sae tt ur friend already ask u out....settled le then no choice....but sometimes when i ask them out they will sae eh i mayb gt go out wif other friends......wtf then since haven settled and i ask u....it shld b ok ma....it juz shows they r nt interested in goin out wif us and rather wait for an ans from the other groups.....

and everytime we gather....someone surely is nt happie.....it may b anyone of us i dunnoe....but it defeats the purpose of goin out......

one more thing is badminton......i always had tis feeling tt our badminton grp is gonna end soon......slowly one by one each and everyone will sae they r nt gonna continue goin for badminton....mayb in the end i will b goin there alone....cus i book court very early and they will onli tel me last min........

i m really goin for the idea tt gf more important then friends....why? cus ur gf will pei u when u wan it....but friends they may nt.....cus of various reasons........
tt's whyi rather spend time wif my gf then try to plan so outing....it wun work.....no one is interested at all....mayb tis grp when go out nt so fun....

haiz.....wadeva....seriously there is no such things as friends forever or wat shit.....it is a lie to prolong a friendship.......

2008-03-05T20:25:00.007+08:00

into the fourth week of our itp haiz super sian.....

but finally i m halfway through le wah hahahahaha......

anyway my job ish quite ok and then sometimes it can get super boring de....zzz

I am finally gonna b 19 le....

wat the hell so fast la.....

growing old so fast le wah hahahahahaha......

anyway yesterday me bixia kendrick and xm went to marina square....

we went to eat Han's...

quite nice ba hahahahaha

then kendrick and xm handed me my first birthday present for 19.....

wooohhhooo hahahaha they gave me a nice wallet.....

judging from the cover the material bla bla bla....it shld b quite ex ba....

thx guys...i really lyk tt present....

i tink tt shld b the most ex present i gt for my birthday ba....from my friends....

well dun pratically get any presents from ppl for my birthday....

i dun even noe if all my friends noe my birthday hahaha...

at least tis yr de better than last yr...for now....last yr almlost no one rmb

one of my friends even sae tt my birthday on april 8.....alamak hahahaha

hmm i actually dun nid presents from my friends or wat

juz wan all of my close friends to gather together on tt day.....

well lyk accompany me ba

but hahahaha tt will nv happen cus some r busy.....some wan to play wif other friends....

bla bla...

can c i m nt really the popular type....or shld i sae i hav nt much friends......

lyk last yr....i spend my birthday slpin at home......playin by myself.....

except at nite i go out wif xm and he treat me pastamania...hahahaha

but i m glad i am more closer to some of my friends tis yr.....mayb ish onli i tink...i dunnoe hahaha

and i noe one person will surely pei me on the 8th of march hahahah =)

well wadeva it is.....

oh ya and they came my hse yesterday to play mahjong....hahaha i veri veri lucky win the most times wah ahahahahaha

haha the wallet from ripcurl de

the packaging hahha.....

looks quite expensive but oso very nice

i luv it very much again thx guys thank you so much

2008-02-13T20:48:00.002+08:00

my itp has finally started....
sian sia.....my company de name is Softsoucre solutions
hahaha it is somewat related to my course.....

my work time is from 9 to 6....
super long sia.....but the pay very very little
ish to gain experience de....hmm

fuk sia i really damn fukin pissed off la
kau eh....now tis sun onli gt plus me three or mayb even less ppl la
damn it they jz tel me gt smth then cannot go le

eh assholes....u guys can juz sae u cannot go then nth le but i hav to fukin pay the court myself
wtf if u cannot go u shld hav told me b4 i booked
if i already booked u shld find a solution to settle the prob....nt fukin juz say u cannot go then end le
u noe it is veri fukin irresponsible ma....

i dun fukin care whether u hav exams or wat dinner.....at least u find someone to replace u

damn it u guys try bookin wif ur money first la
c how u can handle...

fuk i hav to spend time findin place and time so tt everyone can go
u all onli tink bout urself nv tink for me
chi bye eh

tis is nt the first time le.....
everytime u all juz sae dun go then pai pai pi gu then go le....
leave me there to fukin settle everything myself

ai ya...no matter how many times i sae....almost everyone juz ignore it and do it again nxt time
fuk u tink i am a pushover ah....kana sai

haiz wadeva la....had enough.....

2008-01-30T00:18:00.000+08:00

hahaha long time nv blog le.....
as usual i m too lazy to type.....

anyway finished 3 of my pprs le...
well i onli hav one left which is on fri
then i can relax....for one week
and start being a cheap labour
sux man.....440/month....

chinese new yr is coming wah haahahahaha
wonder how much hongbao money will i get tis yr
well does nt really matter....nt gonna buy anything

hahaha i still haven buy my clothes for the new yr.....gonna do tt on tis sat
i gonna buy two shirts....or mayb three
one vest......then a tie and mayb i will buy pants
hope i dun spend too much..........

zzz.....dunnnoe why i m always feeling veri tired these days......
sometimes even if i do get enough slp....i will still feel veri tired
mayb ish cus i m getting old.....HAHAHAHAHA...tt is crap
or mayb i m sick....

tt's all for todae...will blog soon....or at least when i feel lyk typin...hahaha

2008-01-01T21:29:00.000+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR

haha it is finally 2008....many things has happened during 2007....some were very gd....some were super terrible....well...i will get to tt later

hmm haven blog since i gt back from genting so i guess i will tok bout tt first.....

genting was fun hahahaha.....i enjoyed it
we set out on sun at bout 6 plus....hmm the bus was quite clean and gd....
hahaha we reached genting at bout 2 ba....

then after checking into the hotel we went to shop le....
we ate kenny rogers for lunch.....actually it was nt veri nice to eat...i prefer sg de.....

after tt we went to our room and played mahjong......
and after eating dinner went to sing karaoke....hahaa enjoyed tt session....but it was damn ex la

the second day we woke up quite early and went to the theme park after eating our breakfast
it was quitefun although it was damn cold.....well some of the things we played were fun like the go kart.....but some we wasted our time....lyk tt stupid dino thingy

we went to eat our lunch but it started to rain b4 we could finish it....almost ruin the whole day....
so we went to play one of the indoor games and most of us decided to go back to our room to play mahjong.....
there were some so called arguments cus there were a lot of stuff we wanted to play at the outdoor theme park but due to the rain we could nt......
so in the end me bixia JJ and diana went to check if we still can play or nt while the rest of them stayed in the room

well the gd news was we were still able to play some of it.....
and in the nite we went to sing karaoke again cus we gt discounts......xia and diana stayed at the hotel room while the rest of us went......oso veri fun

and we played mahjong again after we went back to the hotel room

the third day was veri rushed as we had to check out at 12 and the bus leaves at 2....hahaha we went to play the arcade.....
i was veri happie when i helped xia caught two stuffed animals in one try....guess i was super lucky
then we rushed to buy wat we wanted and gt on the bus....damn tt bus was so dirty and the driver sux....

we reached sg at bout 9 plus i tink.....and then parted ways
hope we get to do it again.......

anyway last tues was christmas so me xia diana and JJ went out and watched the movie I AM LEGEND.....nice movie although it was quite short and a bit scary....
after tt we went to walk around and i exchange gifts wif my xia....hahaha

on wed i went to Kbox wif Kendrick and xm....wah kau we were supposed to meet at 1 but then xm late again and reached at 1.20....somemore when we gt out the shuttle bus juz left for the kallang leisure park.....so we took a cab.....damn ex la....somemore the driver took the long way.....

the kallang de kbox was new and gd....we sang a lot of songs till my throat was so damn dry...after tt we went to eat dinner and play arcade....then the three of us walked from there to alijunied mrt station.....cool rite hahahahaha

anyway yesterday me xia xm JJ diana met at bout 8 at bugis...we ate there and then walked ard for a while.....after tt all the shops started to close so we headed to doby ghaut.....
we sat down there for a while cus we had to wait till 12 to play at the mind's cafe which had board games.....

hahaha at first when i went there i was quite pissed off cus it was super damn noisy wif all those screaming and shouting la.....but then as we played, we did nt even care bout the noise le....it was actually veri fun.....lyk the last game we played was jenga....hahaha...fun....

after tt we headed to one of the kopitiam to eat......and we sat down near SIM for a while....then there was tis malay who was chased by another three malays....dunnoe wat the hell happen la......and there were also some street racing going on there.....

after tt we walked to the city hall mrt station....at last we could nt stand it so xia me and xm took a taxi to my hse while JJ and diana had their own plans....

both of them came my hse to slp....and tt concludes our new year celebration.....

anyway 2007 had its gd and bad.......gd for me cus well again and again its the same thing so i m nt gonna repeat......
the bad part was i lost my wallet and hp....and also stupid proj and bla bla bla.....
well its over le.....fresh new yr new start

hope tt tis yr would b a great one for me and my xia and all my friends

tt's all

2007-12-14T01:06:00.000+08:00

YAHHOOOOOO!!!!!!!! later ish the last day of sch le.....
i hav onli one lesson left b4 i can slp slp slp slp slp hee hee
zzz.....tis few days sit bus keep having headache....dunnoe why sia...
well.....i hate sitting bus anyway.....

hahaha almost time to go to genting le.....
yessss i hav been waiting for tis for soooo long le hee hee
FINALLY I CAN ENJOY GOING TO MALAYSIA WIF MY GF AND MY GD FRIENDS
hope everything goes well.....

hmm......i haven start to pack my bag.....gona do tt on fri nite...hee hee
does nt matter....still gt a lot of time wha hahahaha

anyway.....todae gt something happen which was quite erm....complicated(nt really)
well here was wat happened.....my grp and i was choosing our FYP(final year project) de lecturer and then one of our lecturers told us bout the project he is in....

tt project damn gd la....cus allow us to take cisco ccna for free wha hahaha....normally cost a bomb($400 plus if nt wrong)

but then another of my friends grp take him le.....actually still gt one more spot left...1 lecturer max 2 grp but tt friend tel us tt another grp of our friends taken the spot le(tt grp of ppl we dun really lyk them) .....

then me and my grp discussed bout it....and finally came to a decision tt we hav decided to fight for tt spot....and so called try to kick them off tis project.....
well....actually it sounds lyk we veri bad but then tis is no choice.....it is our future concerned and we muz fight for it....and anyway it is supposed to b a fair competition de ma

anyway....some of the friends we dun bother how they feel but some of them we quite concerned.....so we told them wat we r gonna do....
well they were ok wif it....
but we did nt tel one of our friends cus we noe he sure du lan one......

hai dun care le la....anyway we hav been given the advantage to get tt proj........hope everything goes well....or nt hahaha

well is tis counted as backstabbing....i dunnoe but i dun lyk tis method actually.....we r friends ma...if either one of us does nt get the proj the other party will oso feel bad.....
somemore some of them in the other grp r idiots who onli noe how to tink for themselves......
so sure will quarrel de......

i wonder if tis will happen when i start working....i m sure it will....
of course some ppl will start doing using means and ways to get wat they wan
even if it will hurt other ppl....hai i dun lyk tis......

tis world really sux....all the fighting and backstabbings and bla bla bla....
if ppl will tink more abt others and less bout themselves....mayb it will become veri peaceful....

well obviously tt will nt happen cus ppl muz tink of themselves....if nt for ppl who they wan to protect...even i will sometimes b lyk tt.....but of course if can i wan to try and avoid it.....

ya well i guess i m too naive.....others may nt tink lyk me de........

i rather b a fool than b a backstabbing and betraying asshole

hahaha tt's all zzzz

2007-12-05T22:22:00.000+08:00

yawn....hahaha.....quite long nv update blog le....

veri lazy....

anyway my mid-sem test over le

stil gt quite ok wha hahahahaha

1 week plus left b4 we all head to genting le....

wah i really veri excited......

first time i going to malaysia wif my friends

hope tt tis trip will turn out well....

anyway...time really pass by super fast

its lyk onli yesterday i went to the countdown for 2007 wif kendrick and xm yesterday

still rmb tt we were at suntec de mac tokin bout wat had happened during 2006

then went to watch the fireworks...b4 squeezing wif ppl and going home

well quite a lot of things happened tis yr....many which i did nt expect will happened.....

haha a lot of bad things....a lot of gd things too....

juz hope tt i can hav a peaceful 25 days b4 goin into 2008

anyway i will tok more bout it nxt time

here r some pics hahaa

pls dun squeeze together hahaha

woof woof

taken at vivo city....nice

taken at east coast ..drawn by my xia haha =p

2007-11-14T22:25:00.000+08:00

haha nv blog for quite some time le

i m too lazy these few days

anyway my mid sem test gonna start le....sian

start studying....hope i will b ok hahaha

well anyway i wanted to tok bout last sat

hahahaha.....

i guess so far for my meeting wif friends tis yr....tt was the best of all

met up wif kendrick and xm on sat at 12 pm....enous

hahaha kendrick finally finished his o lvl....so we decided to meet up

as usual xm was late -_-''

then we went to vivo to watch the game plan...

and well b4 tt we went to shop around

hahaha walk till our leg super pain sia....

at bout 3 plus we went to watch the movie....well it was quite nice hahaha

then met up wif bixia and we went to eat at superdog....

wah..... it was veri nice to eat la....the fries and the hotdog

although a bit ex but still worth it hahaha

then we went to the roof and vivo and so called play a game of truth and.....well onli truth

hahaha it was so damn fun la....

i really enjoyed myself veri much

still rmb tt i said last time i lyk it when i go out wif my friends...then chat wif each other there till late late hahaha

well although we nt really chatting but then tt was the thing i was lookin for

alll of my close friends my gf and i gather around at a place then tok and hav fun till late late

damn it......tt was the best lo

i was so damn happy tt day =) hope we can do it some day again

well zzzz hahaha

haha me and xia and xm and kendrick =)

looks cool man except for the drinks hahaha

2007-10-22T22:42:00.000+08:00

yawn....into the 5th week of my semester
hahaha onli left 4 more weeks le
muz start studying le..hahaha

anyway yesterday me bixia and xm went to JJ hse....
haha actually onli xm wan go there to play the keyboard...
then i, xm and Jiajie played naruto accel...haha so funni

then me, bixia, xm, JJ, diana and Jiajie went to play badminton
then uncle oso came...
hmm actually did nt play quite well during doubles yesterday....

but my singles was quite a breeze....as always i guess
hahaha then xm veri funni.....
he tried to b funni and start acting lyk LJJ and dance...
and he ended up stepping on his own specs....
haha so paiseh sia

anyway after playing we went to eat....
hai tomo she start sch le....=(

hmm yesterday xm was tokin wif JJ then he asked JJ everyday go bring diana home nt sian de meh?
my mind juz came out wif one sentence

u will nv understand how someone feels unless u r in his or her shoes......
used to feel tt goin to find girlfriend everyday is stupid and a waste of my own time....

but then now....i noe i was wrong....
its nt a waste of time.....
mayb when u r in love....u wan to c the person everyday....every hr....every min...every sec....

but then still there r some things which i dun agree wif.....i will nt sae it out hahhaaha

weeeeee sianzzzz

2007-10-13T01:10:00.000+08:00

yawn....a bit tired tis few days.......
dunnoe why but i juz cannot feel any life flowing inside my body when i went to sch tis few days....
always doin the same things.....
going through the same routine.....

except when goin out....i practically do the same thing everyday.......
8.00am to 3.00pm go sch
3.00pm to 7.00pm slack at home or mayb go out(one of the onli interesting things)
7.00pm to 10.00pm slp or study or i m still outside......
10.00pm to 12.00am my daily dose of watching shows.....
12.00am to 2.00am chatting on phone(the second interesting thing)

hahaha mayb i shld really do smth tt is great.......
hmm hav been saying tt since my last vacation but nv did anything.....
actually nt tt i dun wana do....i juz cannot find anything tt i m really interested in....
i guess i will juz wait and c if anything will pop out.....(~_~)'''

todae onli gt lessons from 10 to 12....
went home after tt cus nv go out.....ha.....
did nt do much todae.....

while slackin....i did some thinking....
i guess i really changed a bit....
hmm mayb for the worst or better...dun really noe....
i m still veri stubborn.....dun lyk to giv in.....lyk to suan ppl......
well i guess i can sae i do tt a bit lesser than i did last time?????

i always thought tt ppl will nt change for another person....
even if he or she luv tt person or tt person is a very very gd buddy...
it is quite impossible for us to change juz for tt person....

i guess i was wrong....seein a few examples of some of my friends....
and of course myself.....
i noe tt it is possible.......
mayb its how we tink.......

some feel tt they do nt nid to change for tt person or feel there is no nid for a change.....
but mayb.....i tink why some ppl wana change for the person is cus they juz wan to c him or her happie....
some juz feel tt it is gd for them....

haha....the bonds between ppl r always there.....cannot b broken easily.......
but nids to b maintain regularly.....

yawn time to slp hahaha byebye =)

私は私が価値がある助ける感じるだれでも助ける

2007-10-09T21:36:00.000+08:00

it has been quite some time since i last blog....
a bit too lazy to write anything
hahaha

anyway....i m into the the third week of my sch....
so far....it is still ok.....well i guess so.....
still in holis mood....
dun even feel lyk going to sch at all.....

haha my poly friends hav been practically calling me to go out everyday....
but i dun feel lyk going out wif them.....
cus they go eat then all eat those expensive de......
hehe i wan to save money in anyway i can....cus i lost my phone and bought a new one
(T_ T )
the most important of all is cus..........hehehe.........

ANYWAY.....went to a lot of diff blogs and stuff.....
haha almost everyone gt prob rite now....
some gt prob wif studies....some wif friends and some wif relationships.....
some of the entries r really full of bullshit and crap....mayb from my point of view.....

actually it may b due to the fact tt i hate the person or i dun understand the person well.....
haha....but bloggin can really create a lot of probs...
especially when ppl lyk me hav really poor english standards...

sometimes u write something which has tis meaning but some may misunderstand wat u sae and get angry bout it cus they thought wat u write have other meanings and feel offended...
tis is quite common since i hav also encountered tis myself.....

wadeva it is i still tink tt talkin to each other face to face is the best....
in a sense tt u may b able to sort out ur prob better....hahaa....

hahaha.....i really feel tt i m a complete fool...
i really missed a lot of freaking chances.....juz because i dun dare to sae or do anything....
haha when i heard bout it...i was quite shocked.....
i was askin myself wat the hell....
wat hav i been doing.....hahaha stupid me.....
mayb tis will teach me to speak out how i feel more frequently to the ones i love rather than keep it inside my heart and let them guess.....sorri made u guess and suffer =)

well tt's all for todae zzzz....hahaha time to slp

2007-09-10T20:57:00.000+08:00

hmm.....into the third week of my holis le.....
which oso means my results r gonna come out le...

hai....i wonder how i will do
pls pls......hope dun fail wha hahahaha

anyway yesterday went to play badminton
same grp of ppl....

hmm....i tink i still play ok yesterday bah.....dunnoe hahahaa
after tt we went to eat at marine parade de hawker centre
alamak i call the person nt to put the sring onion and all those into my porridge but he still did.......second time le

and then it was mixed inside my porridge cus....hehehehe
well i still ate it in the end.....

todae did nt do much things
i played my game......watched some tv, slp and did my usual exercises......
super damn boring......

hmm hahaha.....started to realise tt actually i wasted a lot of time cus of my hesitation
dunnoe why but i missed a lot of things last time....

mayb tt's nt a bad thing ba....cus i may tink differently from how i used to tink.....
hahahaha...juz glad tt i did some things right tis yr....

we always sae tt dun take things fro granted....but we always do....
mayb its cus we feel tt some things r for certain.....and bad things tt we tink of will nt happen.......
i take a lot of things for granted.....

and obviously it is wrong......but as ppl hav said...we will nt treasure things until we lose it....
i always asked myself why i dun wan to take a step back......well i guess its cus of my way of thinking and personality....

i can c tt a lot of ppl really do nt treasure things
they tink it is always there and will nt disappear.....
some even tel me wif a certain tone tt they did nt take things fro granted.....which obviously they r lying

i hav seen a lot of ppl regretting why they did nt treasure the ppl or things around them....including me....
but why nt juz start treasure them rather than wait and regret....
haha even though we noe tis logic....veri little ppl use it......i do nt too....well except for some things

hmm time will tell whether the person really noes how to treasure things or take things for granted.....

tt's all hahahaha =)

2007-09-04T22:02:00.000+08:00

haha....into the second week of my holis le......
actually i m really quite happie tt i hav onli 4 weeks of holis

really veri bored at home....
i everyday eat slp eat slp eat slp and watch shows onli
i really hate tis kind of life

i m someone who lyks to hav ppl wif me and do things together rather than being alone
for some ppl....they enjoy staying at home to slp, eat or watch tv
i guess i m nt tt kind of person

the onli thing i can do is wait......wait......wait.....and wait
nt waiting for sch to reopen
but for something else
but i hav a feeling tt i will get very very very very very disappointed in the end........

hahaha doin a bit too much exercise since the start of my holis
i tink i shld cut down on it juz in case....

i hav started to realised
tt ppl of our age do nt really take relationships seriously....i mean most of them
one min they start a relationship....the nxt min it is over....

can c a lot of probs in a relationship for some ppl....some have a veri smooth-sailing one.....
i cannot sae tt mine is really veri gd....of course we hav probs of our own.....but it is actually always some minor probs which will nv affect the relationship itself....
i guess its due to the fact we were gd friends for quite some time b4 starting....so we noe each other veri well....haha i tink....

hope tt ppl will start to take these relationships seriously.....tis is nt a damn game or wat.....muz tink really veri seriously....
some feel tt stead is juz play play onli......hate tis kind of ppl....
but it is really hard to make a relationship last till marriage and bla bla bla at tis age
well of course they r quite a lot who did make it work....
hope i will b one of them hahahaha...

i juz feel tt if we really shld start one right now....we shld take it really veri seriously....till the point we feel he or she is the one....
does nt matter wat happens in the future....wat matters most is now.....

hahaha tt's all todae

2007-08-24T22:26:00.000+08:00

YAHHOOOoO!!!!!!!!!!!! exams r finally over.....
phew!!!!hate those two weeks.....
now i m gonna play play and play till y freakin damn results come out

haven been getting much slp for some nites.....
well haha luckily i can slp all i wan now....hmm

let's c....plans for the holis....
eat slp play watch tv eat slp play.....
em.....well i guess i will do juz tt....hmm unless i find a job

the job i wan.......
working hrs-5
working days-onli weekdays
working time-morning to afternoon
pay-well i dun really mind as long as i m payed hehe

quite impossible to find a job lyk tis hee hee......

hmm i m growing fatter aad fatter everyday.....
time to do more exercise and bulid my muscles...
muz cut away all my fats and become strong.....

hmm...tt's all..time to slp again hahahaha

2007-08-17T02:11:00.000+08:00

hmm....a few days nv blog le.....i guess i m juz too lazy...

haha i hav 3 pprs left le.....now study till hmm.....here noe some there noe some
but shld b can de wha hahahaha

haha been eating a lot tis few days
cannot le....i dun wan b fat....
hahaha muz skip some meals le....or nt.....
(-_-)''

i still rmb last time sometimes in the nite....when i tink of some events which may happen in the future
make me wan cry...will but i did nt

i m a person who you de mei de oso will tink......

tt's why sometimes i will feel veri moody.....
or i may even start to laugh for no reason...
hehehehe sounds lyk i m crazie.......

but i still feel tt tinking of future things ish gd.....
cus at least u will noe wat may happen and at least can still erm....prepare....

well hahaha......mostly when i tink....it ish more of unhappie than happie....

i guess i lyk to tink bout unhappie things de.....

a lot of things r always unpredictable.....
even though ppl always tel me to enjoy wat i hav now and dun tink....
but if tis happiness is to disappear...then i rather nt hav it....
tt's why i muz always tink b4 i do anything....

sad....haha

tt's all

2007-08-10T22:47:00.000+08:00

yesterday was national day.....
i woke at at 9 plus ba....then onli me and my sis at home
cus my ma and dad went to fetch a relative of mine.......

anyway after i woke up, i took a bath and then went to wash and hang up the clothes.....
wah....it was raining b4 i woke up and the sun was covered so i hung it inside.....

xm came to my hse at bout 12 then we tok for a while and gt rdy to meet wif JJ and diana....
we went down at 1 and took the mrt to paya lebar...met up wif diana and headed to city hall

at city hall we met up wif cheng gang and finally bixia....
hmm saw some ppl there.....mei peng and priscilla.....
anyway we were supposed to go to the esplanade by tt time le.....
then one of our friend lousia wanted to come wif us....but she was still at home

so we went to sit and ate some things.....hahaha (i onli had chocolate milk for my breakfast)
we eat the ham and cheese toast....actually did nt feel lyk eating.....

we waited for bout 45 mins then finally we headed there to meet up wif JJ's uncle and aunt....

when we gt there wah.... a lot of ppl le...then we met uncle....actually supposed to hav a lot of space de but we went late so nt much space le
i sat wif bixia, xm, jj's uncle and aunt.... while the rest sat a a bit further...actually supposed to go down and sit wif JJ they all de....but we all felt tt our current seats better...hahah

anyway....we tok wif each other for a while.....it was nice cus gt xm uncle and bixia...hahaha

but we waited for super damn long b4 the thing started....then when it finally did.....we al had t stand up.....wah lau....a lot of pushing and stuff....so afraid tt bixia will get pushed and fall down...hahaha....and uncle was quite angry cus ppl kept pushing.......

anyway the national day parade was ok.....and we had to stand up...somemore did nt eat much so nt enough energy.....i guess i onli enjoyed the fireworks part the most cus it was beautiful......

hee hee well but there was another thing which made me happie.......well i will nt sae out cus for most ppl it is normal but for me....it ish a veri big step hahaha i guess small things make me happie le....(juz tt u noe....it is nt something pervertic.....it ish something normal and healthy....so dun tink too much hahahah)

after tt we met up wif priscilla and went to the lao pa sa to eat wow oso gt a lot of ppl
i ate the dunnoe wat noodles wow taste lyk shit......bixia ate tom yam noodles....xm same as me....JJ eat chicken rice.....diana i cannot c.....cheng gang oso......JJ's uncle and aunt too.....lousia ish carrot cake??? and priscilla erm....carrot cake??? hahaha

wah....i was super thirsty lo.....i tink i did nt drink water for at least 6 to 7 hrs....onli bixia gt water and well hahaha......

wow JJ eat a lot lo....although i nv c cus i was sittin wif bixia, lousia and priscilla....and the rest the other table....but based on the report from my son and others....it was as if JJ had a black hole in his stomach.....hahaha i still did nt eat much

hee hee oso wan to sae sorri to bixia....well cus she call me eat the mushroom and carrot....but i onli ate the mushroom but nt the carrot.....(T_T )

after tt we took some pics and we went home......

actually did nt really wan go to tt parade cus had to wait veri long....if nt for the fact tt bixia, xm and uncle were there...i will nv go and wait for so damn long....
luckily yesterday nt veri hot or die le......

hee hee yesterday bixia wore till veri pretty(my point of view ba) and i well as usual(gt commented tt i keep wearin the same clothes (T_T )....die le die le hahahahaha) xm well same....JJ oso....the addidas shirt (-_-)''....diana well lyk most who went there a red shirt and bla bla bla hahaha

hmm....i wonder when my happiness will last....i hope forever ba....i will juz keep tryin my best to keep tis one and only happpiness till i fall hahahaha =)

dumb dumb saying bye bye (>_<)

2007-08-06T19:25:00.000+08:00

1 more week b4 my semester exam....
hahaha i gt 4 ppr sianzzz
anyway i shld b able to do ok ba.....hahaha....dunnoe juz hav to study le

hmm yesterday was quite a gd day i guess....
hahaha as usual me,jiajie and xm went to marine parade at 5

we went to buy shuttlecork and i bought a new tie!!!!! wha hahahaha gettin a craze over wearin tie tis few weeks

anyway yesterday's badminton session gt uncle, jiajie, JJ, xm, me and bixia......
it was quite bad ba.....actually still nt bad at first when i was playing singles....
but then when we were playing doubles.....damn i was so hungry tt i had no energy at all....
i played lyk shit......

after tt we went to eat as usual....hahaha after eating we sat there for a while and then uncle started to tok bout his experiences wif cough cough* those things.....(wonder how the hell we gt to tt topic hahaha)

he said a lot until a lot of us gt pretty scared.....especially bixia...hahaha ok ok and me =p

of course the others were oso pretty scared...haha but JJ gt his bro...well xm hehe i dunnoe but he will surely reach home earlier than me cus i bringing bixia home...hehehe...
well after getting her home....i took a taxi home....too tired and cus did nt eat a lot...shld b too hungry until dun feel lyk eatin

when i reached home i packed some of my stuff and then 1 plus lyk tt bixia called...well hahaha she was veri scared till she could nt slp.....

so we tok and tok and tok and tok and tok and tok from 1plus to 7 plus in the morning....wow nv expected i could last so long...hahaha
i was veri tired actually but i tink its worth it =) hahahaha...enjoyed the chat....hehehe =D actually i really did nt feel lyk hanging up at 7 plus tt time lo..hahahaha

i guess tokin on the phone is better than on msn....but well for convience(shit forgot how to spell) sake...hahaha

hmm i slept for 3 hr plus....hmm nt really considering the fact tt my dad woke me up and bla bla bla....really did nt get much slp....hahaha then went to sch and finally finished my proj YAY!!!!!!!hehe i oso slp in sch...

tt's all hahahaha

2007-07-30T00:00:00.000+08:00

hmm....quite some time nv write anything inside my blog le haha cus i veri lazy write.......

anyway yesterday....my family memebers all at home...hahah my ma go malaysia...my sis go to the NTU hostel....then my father go work
so i was at home....watch tv...slp blah blah blah...hahaha

actually i was waiting for someone to sms me...shld noe who it is haha
cus actually called her go out de...but then gt one of the npcc friend come back from overseas so they go out...

haha bixia at first call me go de....but then i felt tt lyk veri funni haha so did nt wan go
then in the end she sae after she finish goin out wif her friends then meet me haha...i m so ma fan....

den lyk 5 plus...bixia sms me ask me wan to join her at vivo wif our friends or nt...
haha den i decided to go....wah lau i tink tt i m super stupid lo...shld hav gone wif her in the first place haha dumb me*

i met wif them and then we sat at a place and tok...hehe actually i onli tok to bixia....webout 9 plus den went home.....
hehe actually a bit paiseh lo cus its lyk 4 gurls and i the onli guy there.....lyk veri funni.....

then i took bixia home....haha after sending her home and walkin to bus stop tt time...i suddenly felt....hmm sad, lonely and sian bah....hahah cus i start to miss her leh *eeeee haha so mushy* and oso my hse no one feel veri empty....

wanted to wander to other places after sending bixia home...but did nt do tt...

again i m veri stupid...haha i go tel her tt then she tel me shld hav told her den she can pei me....haha opps

anyway todae....did nt do anything much....juz did hse work and den study for a bit

todae badminton session was FANTASTIC!!!!! haha cus i last week still a bit sick den todae well le....so i full of energy...haha

the best part ish todae's singles....hmm i played wif xm and den after him ish jiajie's friend....haha well of course i win a lot....but ok bah they still quite gd....juz tt i did torture dem hehehe wah i veri bu yao lian....

but den after tt i muscle cramp....i guess i played a bit harder than my usual pace...haha i old le....

haha juz wan to sae hope all the ppl in our badminton grp will get better....if can better than me...then we can play till veri shiok and i will b able to improve hahaha.....

tt's all le....i m dumb dumb and saying gd nite hahaha zzz

2007-07-28T16:17:00.000+08:00

2007-07-21T16:25:00.000+08:00

hmm.....veri boring week for me....
even though my fever is gone....my sore throat and flu is still there
especially my throat.....i coughed so much i almost wanted to vomit out......

did nt hav much appetite tis few days....
wanted to eat bread but then when i saw it.....i juz could nt eat......

whole body in pain.....chest, teeth, arms and legs.....
hahaha....hope i will heal faster and get my appetite back.....
hehe mayb if i dun get my appetite back its gd....then i can lose a lot of weight and become thin wha hahahahaa.......

wanted to go out todae.....hmm but everyone was busy....
so actually i decided to wander to some places by myself.......
well.....felt tt it was quite stupid.....
so in the end i stayed at home and did nth at all haiz....

hmm....i made myself pretty upset......tink too much le.....haiz

tt's all

~~~alone again in the shadows~~~

2007-07-21T16:20:00.000+08:00

tis is how i feel right now

2007-07-17T19:28:00.000+08:00

oh man....veri bad start for me tis week.......
yesterday i woke up and felt veri uncomfortable.....
my temp rose to bout 39 degree.....
when i walk....felt lyk fainting...could nt even stand properly......no strength at all....

so i did nt go to sch...and then went to c doc....
fuk sia....i missed my turn and had to wait for 5 ppl(it was a rule for the clinic).....
the 5 ppl was so damn long lo.....i went down at 12.30 and onli at 2.00 lyk tt then gt to c the doc
while waitin....could feel my whole body burning....lyk gonna explode and my head swirling....

when i went in to c the doc....he told me it may b dengue and told me to watch out for my condition.....if my temp still does nt drop by wed...hav to go for blood test le.....wah kau at tt time my temp was 39.5.......the highest i hav ever gotten in my entire life.....
the doc said i was practically burning...haha BURNING.....

i m feeling a lot better todae after eating the medicine....did nt go to sch todae....but i will b able to return to sch tomo le...hahahaa....muz catch up cus my semester exams coming soon le....dun wan to repeat any modules......

sorri for letting u worry bixia....hahaa i m ok le =)

~~signing out~~

2007-07-15T22:48:00.000+08:00

hmm....went to watch harry potter on fri wif bixia, xm, JJ and diana.....
hahaha now i really believe tt black fri is really a super damn unlucky day.....

well actually it started out quite well at first......
but then something happened which made me really veri unhappie till the point tt my face was black black....
hahaha...i guess tt its juz my own prob.....

harry potter was ok bah i guess.....some parts was quite boring....well i guess i can giv a 3.9/5 to tis movie.....

after the movie we went to eat at cavana....wah kau it was so damn cold there.......
hmm then after eating i brought bixia home and then we took a photo...
hahaah all our photos look the same lo.....the same position and pose....hehehehehe

i m so damn unlucky....sick again le....a little sore throat, fever and flu...tink muz b cus fri the air con bah....make me hav flu....

todae still went to play badminton....but did nt play much cus i run a bit then start to get super tired le.......

hope tt i will get well soon >_<

2007-07-11T22:15:00.000+08:00

damn....i m so angry....lost my wallet yesterday.....inside gt a lot of things lo
no choice....todae went to make my ezlink card...buy new wallet and then went to make my posb card.....send a lot of money lo (T_ T)

haha...while i was takin a bus home todae.....suddenly go think bout last time when i was a kid....wow how time passes.....i m already 18 liao......

sometimes when i m walkin alone.....feel tt i hav matured a lot....physically and mentally....haha but sometimes i feel so childish.....

still rmb when i was in sec sch...i was veri afraid of takin the lift home at nite.....always wanted JJ or xm to pei me up the lift to my hse ......
but somehow.....as i reached 16.....i started to go up alone.....and did nt feel so scared liao....

haha i always told myself last time tt i will nt go out till veri late unless i hav someone who will take the lift up wif me.....hmm....my target was always to reach home b4 10pm.....
well....but now....i always go home late one...hahaha...
still rmb last time my parents told me tis: "when u grow up nxt time....u will nt b afraid anymore liao"
they were rite....hahaha for some parts....

actually...sometimes....growing up may nt b a gd thing....especially when u c the friends around u changing....in terms of personality......then some may give u the feeling tt they do nt nid u anymore......its quite sad.....

anyway....sometimes....i will tel some ppl tt i will b there for them.....but i really wonder......even though i really will b by their side when they hav a prob and nid me....i can onli listen to them tok bout their prob....but in the end i could nt even do one thing to help them up.....sometimes feel lyk i m a failure........

my mom sometimes will sae tt i veri stupid.....cus i m someone who will give but will nv receive.....haha......

tt's all.....=)

2007-07-08T22:20:00.000+08:00

yesterday was a great day.....well it started out as a bad one....
i woke up at 7 plus and then saw the sky veri dark....knew it will rain cus i sae the weather forecast....

we were supposed to go cycling at east coast....

well it rained after a while but we still decided to meet and marine parade cus JJ sae tt the rain will stop after a while....
haha...it really did...hurray!!!!

anyway....me JJ xm and jiajie reached marine parade at 9.30 and then diana reached a bit later.....haha bixia was the last to reach(as expected) hehe....10.30 lyk tt....

wow...bixia go cut her hair....then she kept sayin veri ugly....but actually still nt veri bad...at least tt was wat i thought....

then we headed east coast to cycle.....i cycle wif bixia cus she dunnoe how to cycle hahaha....
quite fun actually especially the part when i cycled veri fast at first and she was lyk screaming hehe =x
haha then she kept beating my....wah she hit till super loud and a bit pain....hahaha actually is i deserve it one wah hahahah.......

we cycled from 11 to 1 lyk tt and sat to tok for a while....after tt we went to eat mac....did nt really hav any appetite....so i share wif xm...wah kau....veri sad la...cus xm no money then i dunnoe whether he is hungry or nt.....dun wan c all of us eat then he nv eat....so share wif him cus i oso cannot finish hahaha....

after eatin we went to find a spot at east coast sat down and play the number guessing....(T_T )
i kept losing when bixia was the one who chose the no...wah then had to sing song....veri paiseh dun dare sing lo unlike JJ xm diana and jiajie....they so brave...erm hmm dun tink shld use tis word to describe..who cares...haha

finally we went parkway to shop around....jiajie and xm headed back first while me bixia jj and diana went to shop for a bit then eat....actually onli me and jj eat....sianzz still nt much appetite.....

headed home after tt....i brought bixia home...wah lau we waited for the bus so damn long lo...but acually its gd cus i can tok to her for a longer time...hee hee

after takin her home i went to wait for the bus to go home...kau super long oso wtf sia....hahaha

it was quite a enjoyable day....hope we can do it more often....haha

~~sayonara~~ time to slp zzzz

2007-07-03T21:31:00.000+08:00

haha....todae i was in a very happy mood =)

first thing is becus i felt much better liao....haha nt so sick already.......
second thing was actually going to sch....omg...haha nv thought i would sae tt

i really enjoyed chatting wif my poly friends.....i guess its the onli thing tt will b able to keep mi awake during lessons

i was watchin tis tv drama then there was tis song....veri nice..

one part of the lyrics is tis
~If you wander off too far, my love will get you home~
~If you follow the wrong star, my love will get you home~
~If you find yourself lost and all alone, get back on your feet and think of me~
~my love will get you home~

tis is onli part of it but i really lyk the tune and the lyrics.....veri lovely.....

well....listening to tis...i kept wondering.....how many ppl whom u know will always b beside u listening to u and helping u no matter wat...haha....

almost none bah.....really veri hard to find someone who would....

haha....but i wana b tis type of ppl.....
at least i will b to those who are worthy of tis.....

hee...while i was watchin tt drama.....there was one part where b4 the person died she recorded down some of her last words....one of them was....."i cannot tel my loved ones nt to b sad for me...but i hope tt they will b sad for onli 3 months and after tt they will nt b sad for me anymore and continue being happie again"

hmm....but i tink 3 months a little too long le bah......

thought tt if i will die soon...i will oso say those....but i will juz tel my loved ones to b sad for me juz for 1 day.....juz 1 day is enough already......provided tt there will b anyone who will cry for me wah hahaha

....there is a time to b happie, a time to b sad....so we muz always noe when to b sad and when to stop and b happie again....

haha...actually...i always felt tt if i know i will die.....i will juz tel ppl i goin abroad and then die quietly in a veri far and peaceful place so no one will noe.....haha at least no one will b sad.....i guess bah......

tt's all haha =) ~~HaPpY dAyS~~

2007-07-01T22:53:00.000+08:00

hmm.....i was in a very bad mood todae....

damn freakin sore throat......
haiz...wat the hell lo....its nt as if i eat a lot of heaty food everyday.....

anyway......i woke up quite early todae.....8 to 9 plus bah...even though i slept at 4 plus.........

hmm ate noodles wif soup for breakfast.....

in the afternoon....i watched some shows and then had a nap...

bout 3 plus lyk tt xm came to my hse to play....then we went to marine at 5....

todae badminton session quite sux....me and xm doubles thrashed by two guys 15-5....alamak......all our balls kept goin out....lyk something was wrong....and i was feeling quite sick...

i was super out of shape la....kau...i tink i gonna b sick....tis is the second time tis yr liao.....

anyway when we went home....xm did a freakin damn thing....the weights tt he help me keep....when he gt down the bus....he freakin go throw it inside the bus lo....wat the hell la!!!!!

well....even though i m veri happie wif my life right now.....there r some things which i m still quite unhappy abt....lyk ...my personality.....

damn it la....why i always hav to giv in to ppl......
haiz....they r the ones who will laugh while i m the one who suffers....

mayb i shld become an assholes who give in to anyone...haha

hmm....in the end...i still cannot do it......so i guess i m the one who caused my own suffering.....=(

zzzz

2007-07-01T13:38:00.000+08:00

yay!!! hahaha

2007-06-30T23:12:00.000+08:00

hahah....yesterday my mid-sem test is finally over liao......
hmm....i wonder if i can pass all of them....but i doubt it hahaha

anyway....todae was a super hot day......wah i was sweatin all the way

wah kau...todae then JJ ask me whether wan to go watch transformers or nt....
alamak.....i tink i will nt b watchin tt movie liao

at bout 3 plus i went to city hall to meet bixia...
hee hee....tis was the first date bah.......
hmm....then when she arrived we went to walk around.....

i tink she was quite bored bah....cus we juz walk around aimlessly....hee hee sorri i m such a boring guy hahaha

we first went to marina square....then to suntec city....
after tt we sat around and had quite a long talk....from 6 plus to 8 plus hahaha....so long

haha.....then we went to eat...hee hee b4 tt i tricked her into letting me hold her hand wah hahaaha it was so damn funny....but i guess dun nid to use tt anymore hee =p

then after eatin we went home....

hmm i tink nxt time we go out i shld cal her to the beach hee hee then sit there and tok for the whole day.....wah i tink she will b bored to death hahaah

but still i enjoyed todae..........

i was tinkin of things as usual and something suddenly came into my mind.....

~~trying hard to reach u......u r so near to me but yet i cannot catch u.....even if i m about to catch up....our distance just grow further apart......i lost hope.......but did not wan to give up......and finally when i reached u....i knew that everything i done in the past was worth it~~

well...tt is a brief summary of wat came to my mind.....although there was smth else hahaha

haha.....its a longer version of nv giving up.......

i seen a lot of ppl strive to do things.....but in the end they gave up because of various reasons........

quite sad cus its a pity to c them giving up halfway.......

even i will give up sometimes.....but there always is something inside me tt will push me and help me to continue.....i wonder if those of my friends who gave up hav tis feeling......

anyway....juz trying to tel all my loved ones who hav problems....dun give up.....no matter wat.....cus even if the end results may nt b wat u wanted.....something special will always appear... tt something special will let u noe tt u did nt walk the wrong road.......

cough cough sore throat liao haha gonna die soon *opps...... haha gonna think somemore.....

~~My life is just great....i will treasure it~~

2007-06-26T22:15:00.000+08:00

wah.....tis two days gt mid-sem exams hahaha

but all went quite well.....

i passed both of the test liao hahahaha.......

hmm....3 more test to go and it will b over....at least till my semester exams hahaha

hope i can pass all of them....

zzz.....anyway.....i always wanted to ask all my friends a question.....

wat is the thing which we feel is most important

family?close friends?girlfriend or boyfriend?

hahaha....i hav all sorts of friends who feel differently and tis four r the main things

actually its veri hard to decide which is more important.....without ur family....u will nt b here........close friends r equally important as they r the ones who b when u nid it.....gf or bf oso important cus well hahaha....they will affect ur life the most!!!

hahhaaa...i lyk to post tis questions which many hav asked....if ur mom, ur close friend and ur gf fall into the water who would u save first?(assuming all of them cannot swin and u hav nth to help u)......

its actually veri hard to decide.....cus all of them r ur loved ones....haha for me they r

but mayb some will feel their families r more important.....or mayb their stead....i tink hardly anyone will go and save their close friends first...hahaha...

but i quite hate it when some ppl sae one is more important than the other....i mean aren't they supposed to b equally important....how could anyone sae tt?????????

well mayb cus tis is my point of view and others may tink differently....

hahahaha........

2007-06-24T20:53:00.000+08:00

hahahaha....todae is sun.....the final day b4 my mid-sem exams start...

hmm.....i tink shld b able to pass everything bah....

dunnoe c how hahaha......

todae me and xm went to cut our hair....

hee hee.....i juz went to trim and then he cut a different hair style....

hmm....cannot sae tt it is ugly....juz feel its strange

hahaha....but veri hard to find wat type of hairstyle he wans....

mayb he is rite....we shld cut our hair at other places.....

damn bad luck todae.....JJ sore eyes or smth and uncle diarrhoea.....so onli left me and xm....

we start playin at 6.30 but stop at 7.40 lyk tt and went home liao.....

haha.....no choice i old liao gonna die soon hahahaha

as usual i kick his ass todae in badminton.......

hmm.......so bored hahaha tt's all jia you to myself.....wah i so pathetic....hahaha

wah...yesterday something happen its veri funni.....reminded me of smth

haha....when u do smth and u tink ppl dunnoe....u r wrong....its juz tt i nv sae out....dun tink i dunnoe.......so pls tink carefully b4 u do or say anything....cus i will noe even if u tink i dun.....

2007-06-21T19:31:00.000+08:00

todae is thursday.....

probably the third worst day of tis week.....

cus i hav to study the stupid tcp/ip

hahha the second worst will b tomo when i study maths and the worst of all is sat.....i gonna study both of them haiz....

actually.....planning to go out tomo.....

wanted to relax for a bit wif some of my friends and watch a movie at nite.....

it turn out to b a fluke......

hahaha i juz became so messed up when i heard we r nt goin out liao.....

haiz......sad

some of them were nt free.......did nt ask them why........so we cancelled it

i really had to urge to ask them if they would juz come and accompany me......

but....i did nt

hahaha.....i cannot possibly force them to go out juz to accompany me......it will b veri selfish of me to do so.........

well...in the first place even if i ask they will oso reject....hahaha i m juz a nobody....as if they will waste their time going out juz to accompany me......

hahha......i guess when u r there for ppl.....it does nt mean they muz b there for u.....i m quite used to all these liao.......

no choice i will juz hav to do other things.....slp....watch tv or wadeva.......do some exercise....

well....tt's all i can sae.....to those friends i mention....hahaha i m nt saying its ur fault for nt goin out.....its my prob hahaha dun b offended when u c tis .........

i drew it hahaha veri ugly rite hahaha......

2007-06-19T22:02:00.000+08:00

wah....i m really veri tired......

studyin for these few days.....super sian...hahaha

well....at least i already finished studyin 2 subj liao....onli 3 more to go and i shld b ready for my test.........

anyway.....damn my whole body still veri pain.....

haha....too long nv play badminton so become lyk tt........

i still go and do my sit-ups and push-ups todae wah hahahahaha.....but nv do a lot......

zzz.....sometimes.....when i watch the news.....really makes me feel tt humans die easliy

u can c everyday in the news tt someone is dead........

makes me wonder wat r the chances tt i will walk out of my hse and get killed by a vehicle or by another person....its quite high for every one in the world....

life really is unpredictable.....we noe tis fact but why do we still take things for granted?????

mayb tis is how humans r......we will onli treasure something when they r gone.......

and we will always do things tt we will regret.....even though we r always told to tink b4 we do......

if we count the no of things we regretted one day....i m sure it will b endless.......cus even when u r counting....u will oso regret...........regret counting it hahahaha....wat the hell!!!!!!!

haha....well....humans can nv b perfect....if we r....there will nt b terrorists, wars and blah blah blah and the world will b a peaceful place.......

hmm....actually i really hate ppl who take things for granted and think tt they deserve tt something or someone and act lyk they r prince or princesses......

haha....tt's all zzzz

2007-06-17T23:26:00.000+08:00

yo yo yo.....todae ish sun......hahaha i waited 2 weeks for tis day....

cus last last week ish JJ and xm exam.....

then last week JJ and xm gt smth on....so we had to cancel our badminton session.....

hahaha......finally todae i can play again....

somemore bixia comin hahaha.....

anyway......xm came to my hse and we play games from 2.30 to 3.30

then we went down to meet JJ and diana....and we headed to marine parade.....

anyway.....we reached there at 4 and then met up wif bixia at 4.30 and then went to the cc to meet Jiajie......

hahah....long time nv c bixia wear specs liao....hee hee...dunnoe why i wanted to laugh....cus c her always wear contact lens....hahha...but still pretty hee hee

well....it started out quite fine....me and bixia play wif xm and diana..........

then....smth happened......

and well....blah blah blah....then everyone was lookin at me lyk it was my fault....well....it shld b my fault........

gt a little pissed off....haha actually i shld nt b.....cus its nt the first time ppl looked at me lyk tt when i do smth......haiz....

anyway....i did nt really wan to play liao.....until JJ's uncle arrived....then wanted to play liao

hahah as usual......no nid to repeat liao....xm gt tortured hahaha......

todae played lyk shit.....even though someone was there....although i tink she did nt c how i play bah.....hahhaa dunnoe....

after tt...we headed to eat while bixia headed home....

whole body veri pain....too long nv do any exercise liao (T_T )....shld go away in a few days bah.....

i hav a veri bad habit....i tink too much liao......

everyday and nite....i will tink bout different things....

some made me look at things in a different angle.....some r useless.......

hee hee...once... i gt think b4....wat will happen if i die.........how will it feel lyk.....where will i go

i always lyk to tink tt once ppl die....they will go to another world and go through a different process....

rather then young to old....they will start from old to young....until they become a baby.....hahaha

and i always thought tt....if i die......well anyone cry during my funeral....i dun tink so

hahaha becus i m a stupid idiot.....so many ppl shld hate me.....i tink they will laugh at me bah.......

hmm....dunnoe....when tt time comes i will noe....hahhaa

again....i will tink a lot tonite zzzzzzz

2007-06-16T02:02:00.000+08:00

studying....studying...studying

everyday oso muz study........

haha....although i did nt study much....keep slacking

nxt week will b the last week b4 my exams....muz chiong a little more liao haha

life sux man....while ppl r enjoying their holis....i hav to stay at home at study all the stupid
crap.....

wah kau feel so bored and lonely.... =(

haiz.....these few days mum sick....so nv cook everyday muz eat outside food......
wan to vomit sia....haha so todae i had bread for breakfast.....and potato chips for lunch...hahhaa

thought of many things these few days....lyk wat is goin to happen to me in the future.....

dunnoe how i m gonna b able to get my diploma....and if i do....how m i goin to find a job....
and army.....2yrs.....such a long time.....

m i gonna grow old and healthy....or hav a lot of prob wif my health....i tink i will hav a lot of illness........

or mayb i will die in juz a few yrs.........

life really is unpredictable.....dunnoe wat will happen nxt....

i guess i m tryin to treasure ppl around me now....always will cal them out when i hav the free time........assuming they can

actually i really lyk to tok to ppl....mayb go to a place and tok together....or tok on the phone together.....tt's why i quite hate it when ppl tok halfway then suddenly dun wan tok liao....due to some things....hahha....and i will start scoldin them for doin tt......

but different ppl hav different opinions....some feel it is a waste of time to do tt...or a waste of money if its tokin on the phone......

and sadly....nt many of my friends share the same idea as me........

some would rather tok on msn...or sms each other.......

but for me i really feel tt meeting out wif friends juz to chat is a really nice thing....u can c

each other....blah blah blah.....lyk when i sometimes go out wif my friends or mayb my family....and when we sit down to eat...after tt we will start tokin to each other....i really loved it.....wish it will nv end......

but i noe tt callin my friends out juz to tok is lyk winning a lucky draw....very rare.....
ppl may b busy or hav many other reasons....

and somemore they will find me veri irritating...keep callin them go out to tok or wadeva
well....i hav no hopes in tis area.....i noe it can nv happen........

mayb....when we grow older....we will understand cus we will nt hav the time to do all tis things when we start workin.....

i wonder if i hav thought of these things too early.......nah....

tt's all...zzzzz

2007-06-13T22:08:00.000+08:00

(-_-) yesterday was tues....and i woke up quite early....hahaha...even though i slept at bout 3 plus hahha....

well....i seriously do nt hav enough slp......dunnoe why whenever i start to do smth...i really start to feel damn tired.....

enough of tt hahaha....i was doin my hair wif the new moving rubber thingy....wah kau it was so damn expensive lo....9 plus....hahahha...but its quite gd actually

it was raining when i went out....i met up wif JJ at 12.15.....he came down at 12.25....

then we met up wif xm at the enous busstop and we all went to marine parade to meet up wif the rest...

we went kbox yesterday....JJ, diana, jj's mei yenlin, xm, bixia and me.......

haha we met up wif JJ's mei and went to eat....after tt we went to meet diana...and finally bixia...hahaha she always the last one to arrive....

i could nt enjoy yesterday at all......

they all said tt they could nt hear my voice at all....haiz.....i really sux at tis wah hahahaha

actually i tink onli JJ and xm enjoy bah....bixia nt sure hahaha

its juz a feeling....its so damn sian lo.....the xm kept singing songs which i dun even noe lah....wat the hell lo....

i did nt wan to put some songs....cus its lyk no one was interested in singing the songs i put.....get left out once more.........god wat did i do to deserve tis

then as usual bixia sing veri well...diana ok....JJ's mei ok....jj ok...xm gd.....me cannot hear anything.....

hee...i noticed smth....whenever there r gurls wif us...xm starts to get very high and then keep actin funni...haha....but when there r none...he will nt....hee hee.....

i doubt we will b goin kbox anymore....seriously...from last time when we go kbox together till now...none of it was enjoyable......

haha....i tink the worst part was the last few mins...when i put tian tian ye ye.....i called everyone to sing....but no one wanted......again....i felt....haiz......i.......nvm...cannot b bothered to explain

(T_T )sad......

2007-06-10T22:20:00.000+08:00

finally....holis r here.....damn but its veri boring......although some of my friends juz finished their exams....mtine is after the holis....wtf lo....STUPID SP

anyway yesterday i met up wif Bixia, Diana and JJ to go shoppin.......

i met JJ and diana at bugis abt 12 lyk tt bah....

kau it was damn hot lo....somemore i wore two clothes....and one of them is BLACK....haha tt teaches me nt to wear two layer of clothes......

well...we shopped around there for a while then felt tt they gt nth to buy....hmm tt was wat i tink.....

so we headed for ps.....

hee hee.....JJ was lyk movin around wif diana all the time...can c he walk till veri tired

hahah.....but i enjoyed yesterday....cus hahhaa......

damn it.......todae sux especially durin the conference wif xm and jj at 9 plus

fuk sia we nv even tok for veri long then tt xm said he had to hang up to carry things

shit him lo as if it will die to wait for a while....somemore can carry finish then continue to chat but he dun wan....he sae wan go msn tok

HAHHAHAHA GD I WILL C IF HE WILL REALLY TOK TO US AT MSN......I BET A FREAKIN 1 MILLION DOLLARS THEN HE WILL NT...

spoil my day.......

2007-06-06T15:36:00.000+08:00

hmm.....nt been writin much tis few days....

veri busy.....tryin veri hard to study my subj....damn it.....my head almost gonna burst.....

yawn~~~~

tis few days was lyk hell....i found out tt a lot of my subj i did nt understand at all.....

no choice....who cal me everytime nv pay attention to class.....=(

well....hahah but now still ok...start to understand more and more of it liao.......i guess mst will nt b a prob anymore le......

hmm.....anyway....i was tinkin a lot of things yesterday.....

damn it....it hurts to look back at the past..........

really made me feel....i was so damn childish and immature last time....well hahah i m still lyk tt now.....

in the past....when u feel tt u r rite when doin smth.....it may nt b true.....

why i sae tt?????

becus when i recall back....damn it hit me really hard........so damn idiotic of me to do those things and feel tt i m still rite

hee hee but of course there r still somethings which was really rite......hahaha

actually its really quite amazing........when ur way of thinkin starts to change little by little........and u may nt even realise it..........and by the time u do, u r a different person already....mayb its a gd thing mayb its bad....who noes?????

but some things will nv change.....lyk when u luv the person.....even when u have changed....the feeling will nv change.....at least tt's wat i tink.....haha...

i wana sae tis to all the ppl whom i hav hurt.....sorry.....does nt really help but i guess its the least i shld do for now........

~~to all my gd friends....always give it ur all when doin smth....no matter wat it is....and oso when smth happens.....muz rmb to tink bout the other party.....noe how they feel and wat they think.....last but nt least...NEVER GIVE UP!!!!!! hahaha.......

~~~LIFE IS REALLY GOOD~~~

2007-06-01T20:50:00.000+08:00

AHHHHH!!!!!!!!wtf sia....todae ish such a crappy day.....i had my server management quiz todae......and i did very badly for it... =(

damn i totally forgot everything lo......then i juz anyhow do .....haiz i tink i will onli get 50 plus to 60 plus lyk tt....disappointed.......study liao still lyk tt haiz....

after the test.....me and my friends went to food court 4 to eat....haha one of my friends buy the food liao then sae tt he dun hav the appetite to eat....wah waste the whole plate lo.....i oso a little bit sian....dun wan to eat....dunnoe why....

after tt we had to stay back to do the stupid java crap....alamak i gt so many errors lo.....nxt week is the deadline liao....dun noe if i can even do finish it

hahah from tomo onwards.....i gonna start studyin FOR REAL....damn if nt i gonna fail all 5 of my crappy subj......shit i dun wan lo.....at least muz pass hahaha

oh rite forgot to sae bout yesterday.....

yesterday was vesak day-public holi.....so me, xm, JJ and diana met up at 10 plus to study.....at my hse actually wanted to go national library but close........WTF

we went to eat and after tt started to study at bout 12 bah....well.....we studied quite some things and tok a bit....

after tt bout 2 plus....bixia came and then we went down to eat...haiz i oso did nt hav any appetite......somemore i was quite hungry....mayb ish cus i everyday eat tt till sian liao........and then we went to buy anything and whatever....haha i gt root bear and then JJ gt zappel....hmm the rest i dunnoe...

we studied till bout 5 plus then JJ bring diana home....hahah me xm and bixia was tokin to each other....haha the feeling was veri funni lo....cus erh hahaha.....its juz funni...

and when JJ came back.....we stopped studying tok wif each other....and then at 8 lyk tt they all headed home....heh JJ sprain his ankle hahah

hahaa yesterday smth happened and made me really very happie......hehe

2007-05-29T22:23:00.000+08:00

yawn!!!!zzzzz......i m always so tired one hahahaha......

hmm.......last sun was quite a great day....i woke up quite late sia.....heard the alarm rang but continue to slp.....

then i went to bath and then wash clothes and hang them......

wah kau it was damn hot lo......

once i leave the fan.....i start to sweat liao....

well....in the afternoon....i called my sis to teach me maths.....

oh damn i really hate maths......

grrrr....really hope tt i will nt hav maths nxt sem....or i m really freakin gonna kill myself....hahaha jkin.....

then....i met up wif xm and then we went to marine parade to play badminton

hmm JJ me xm diana jiajie and uncle was playin on tt day.....

nt bad bah....i guess but i still loved the singles....cus i hav the chance to torture xm AGAIN and AGAIN....heh every week i sae tt but i still enjoy it......later he thrash me then it will b bad haha...

well....after tt we went to eat....cry* i could only eat porridge.........

then after tt we accompanied JJ and fetch diana home

well tt's all i gonna sae......hahaha

2007-05-27T02:07:00.000+08:00

haha....todae ish sat

veri happie.....

smth very gd happened yesterday......fri 25/05/2007

hahahahaa.....cannot find any words to express my happiness...........

but i will give it my best.......

todae went to watch movie wif bixia mi xm diana and JJ

we watched the Pirates of the Caribbean At World End

the movie actually ok ok only bah......

cus its lyk a little confusing and then i oso dunnoe how to sae......

i will giv it a 8/10 bah.....i mean the fighting scene nt bad and oso the dialogue oso very funni........

haha.....then we all went to mac to hav supper.....actually to b exact only diana and JJ......

cus i cannot eat(sore throat).....then xm dun wan eat....bixia oso........well i gt buy a drink hahahaha....

then bixia taught diana jap....heh i was listening....actually some words wan to sae out one but scared tt i may sae wrong and then embarass(dunnoe how to spell) myself....so nv sae out hehehehehe......

then we took a taxi home.....

haha i really very happie........cannot sae details.....but really am.....mayb i feel i taken a big step foward......

i will continue to do my best.....well hahaha tt's all

2007-05-25T02:48:00.000+08:00

zzzz.....again....its a damn boring day......

i really feel very sleepy and sian....

wah kau....i wanted to study for tis week but end up i slack lyk siao lo

shit man plus nxt week still gt 4 to 5 weeks left b4 mst

DAMN IT I MUZ CHIONG LIAO or nt i sure fail one....... =(

alamak keep on doin hsework for tis few days....wonder when my mom will come back....well does nt really matter......

i wonder why my personality ish lyk my mom and why my sis lyk my dad one.....

damn its so stupid....i m lyk a gurl who has to do everything.......hmm well mayb nt a gurl.....who cares.........

slpzzzzzzzzzz

2007-05-22T22:10:00.000+08:00

haizz......damn its such a borin day

well....tis week ish STUPID e-learning week....

haiz hav to stay home to study.......

damn its freakin borin......nth to do at all.......i guess its cus all my other friends dun hav e-learning week except for my poly friends

somemore....my mum in malaysia so i hav to do all the hse work....(my sis workin)

in the morning....got to sweep floor....mop....wash clothes....hang them....boil water......blah blah blah.......

sianzzzz

anyway.....i gonna go gym tomo and then go collect the tickets wif JJ.....

i hope there will nt b any prob wif the tickets....or i will seriously go and bomb tt freakin place WAH HAHAHAHAHA

wah kau bad luck sia....i knock my knee on my bed for lyk five six times todae.....damn it is made of freakin wood and very pain....somemore its the same spot.....

yawn......gotta rest....did nt get much slp yesterday

2007-05-21T21:39:00.000+08:00

hahaha.......its been a while since i written anything on the my blog....hmm a little bit lazy to type wah hahahaha..............

anyway....last sun was quite fun......

as usual mi xm and jj plus his bro went to to marsilling to play badminton.....but we played at a later time cus jj gt smth on in the afternoon.......

anyway jj's uncle was sick so we did nt play doubles much

hahaha the fun things was playing singles wif xm...heh heh i kept torturing him again and again wah hahahaha it was fun.......hmm nt really actually cus i was still a little sick and then i got really very tired after playin a while......

then....we went to eat and after them gt a bus home....haha we tok a lot of crap inside our bus.......

the best thing was when we were walkin home.....heh we used a cam and then use video to play.....so cal a music video....haha it was damn fun and lame heh......

todae i dun nid go sch cus of e-learning......haiz i went to bugis todae to collect the tickets which i booked....then the stupid person sae their com updatin or smth so todae cannot collect......wtf sia so troublesome....why muz i b the one to collect it hahahahahah

tis whole week i gonna send my time to study study and study....of course oso exercse......

yawn....i really muz watch myself.....keep injuring myself and getting sick even though i gt drink lots of water.....hahahahaha..........

haiz.....juz a moment ago....i was walking down my stairways and knocked on something.......OMG........VERY DAMN PAIN LO WTF......my toes....poor thing....i think its almost gonna break liao AHHHHHHHH DIE LIAO!!!!

hmm.....i dun noe why i hav tis feeling tt i m gonna get quite a serious injury.....lyk a sprain in the knee and blah blah blah....dunnoe why.....

hahaha tt's all

2007-05-16T22:27:00.000+08:00

haiz..........todae is a damn bad day......

yesterday during my last lecture i started to feeling unwell.......

thought tt it was juz for a while

and i still eat spicy things for dinner......actually ish cus i nv told my mom so she cooked it.....

and then at nite started to feel gt fever....my throat very pain and then gt block nose.....wtf

so i nv go sch todae

i went to c doc....and a lot of things happened b tt lyk eg i gt scolded.....blah blah blah

doc said i hav a VERY VERY bad sore throat......

haiz....tt means no gd food for me tis few days....sianzzzzzz

ahh damn becus of tis stupid sickness i could nt go gym .....wah kao

hahaha hope it will go away

hehe at first i still thought i gonna hav dengue fever.........

2007-05-14T22:25:00.000+08:00

hohohoho todae ish freakin mon.......

and it is time for monday blues.......haiz really very sian

anyway todae i had to wake up at 6 plus cus i hav lessons at 8.....

damn i m really veri tired.......

the lessons todae really sux.....the first lesson still ok cus i slp in class.....ah hahahahahaha

the second lesson still ok lah

but the third and fourth really was damn shitty.....

i m really veri sad todae

i gt really veri low for my maths test todae

even though its onli 3%.....

but i thought i will noe at least some of the questions.....i was wrong

i tink its cus i nv study well....even though i hav the time.....haiz sad

damn the last lesson really very bad....the damn lecturer ish really bitchy....she has no patience when teaching us and she wan us to noe everything even though we nv learn b4....she kept scolding us.....

i m really veri tired.....and stressed out....wish there was smth to help mi de-stress and relax........

anyway....yesterday at early nite.....i finally did smth i wanted to do a long time....i confessed to the gurl i lyk....well....hahahaha tt's all

2007-05-13T21:36:00.000+08:00

yoyoyoyoyoyo.........todae is sunday.....hahahahha sian....could nt slp well last nite.......zzzzz

haiz tomo ish 8am i hate it when i hav to wake up so early

hmm wonder wat i shld wear.....long pants or short......ahhh troublesome..........

todae as usual mi xm and jj went to woodlands... to play badminton

we met each other at 10.......

then we reached marsilling at 12 plus and then waited for uncle b4 startin to play

ahhhh fuk todae a little nt happie cus xm keep taico......uncle hmm nth bah then jj keep did some wrong things....the worse of all ish mi i keep makin the same freakin mistakes

and my leg so heavy wif the stupid 1.5 kg weights

hmm after tt we went to causeway point to eat and then went home

yawn.........gonna continue goin gym tis week.....wonder if i shld wear my weight and go.........

wadeva......sayonara!!!!!!!!!(means bye bye which i guess a lot of ppl noe)

2007-05-13T01:25:00.000+08:00

i realised tt i hav made a lot of mistake.............too many already......i m gonna do it.....gonna say how i feel.....

2007-04-20T22:04:00.000+08:00

yawn!!!!! finally it is fri.......

sch started on mon and damn it has been so tiring

i still cannot get use to wakin up so early and studyin..........

hhahahahaha start to miss my holis liao..........nxt holiday ish june tt time

tis yr modules seems to b a lot more harder than it was last yr sia

i wonder if i can cope wif it

zzzzz

2007-04-14T16:06:00.000+08:00

haha so gd i wanna b ah qin too

wah so dark and blurry.....poor quality sia

hmm....went to partyworld....quite some time liao another poor quality pic hahahaha

2007-04-07T23:18:00.000+08:00

zzzzzz..............haha yesterday was quite a fun day...........i went out to watch movie wif my sis and my cousin Henry

we went to watch tis movie called sunshine......hmm it is counted juz an average movie sia.....cus i a little dun understand tt movie lo

anyway b4 we went to watch the movie, we go eat carl's jr and then we had a very gd chat

hahahaa we even decided tt nxt yr we r goin on a holiday together....i m so excited....hope tt it will really happen sia

after the movie, mi and Henry followed our sis and her friends to a pub

but we onli drink veri little

haha some of my sis friends ver bo liao sia......they come for lyk 1 hr then leave already..........

well, due to the timing, henry and one of my sis friend came to our hse to stay

hehe we use my sis friend msn to make fun of a guy hahahaha damn fun sia...........

hehehe sch almost startin soon....

2007-04-05T22:30:00.000+08:00

haizz.....todae is sch a tough day....i had to run from one place from one place to another....

becus i dropped my hp on the bus......

actually...i went out wif xm to parkway.....then we gt on 55

i noticed it after we alighted the bus and then actually wanted to hail a taxi to chase after it....

BUT THERE WAS NO FUKIN TAXI THERE.....................

when i called my phone......2 students picked up and met up wif mi at bishan

THANK YOU FOR HALPIN MI WIF MY PHONE............

damn lucky day

2007-04-04T13:30:00.000+08:00

phew......its been so long since i even written anything inside...............i guess i will continue frm here on.....

2006-11-29T20:07:00.000+08:00