Monday, November 24, 2008
hello.....blogging again....hmm still talk bout last fri first.....went to sch for lessons and tennis...tt day de tennis quite fun cus my poly friend sj ask two of his friends go play....one of them was quite a gd player....diana joined us to play oso....the sun was freaking hot.....then after tt we went homeat nite met up wif xia, diana, jj, jia and ken played basketballhmm quite fun i guess....xm arrived 15 mins b4 we went home...on sun we went to marsilling to play badminton...was in quite a bad condition tt day.....was feeling veri weary.....mayb cus i added 1kg more......played veri badily.....everytime we go there sure gt ppl nt feeling well de.....then we went to eat at uncle's hse de coffeeshop....then we talk for a while b4 going home...haha me diana xm and jia was squeezing at the back of the car......jia was slpin and listening to music *emo guy* hahahahaxm was tokin to diana and listening to musicdiana was looking at xm de photos and toking to xmas for me i was listening to music....singing and......looking out at the window??????i was quite tired.....if anyone noticed my heavy breathing while i was playing badminton......guess i push myself too hard even though i was nt in a gd conditionjj was in the front seat....watching bibi play YUGIOHwe reached ubi at bout 6.50....damn tired sia zzzzzz........todae was my labtest.....hahaha still quite ok ba....studied ethics and it law....sian sia....nxt week mst le........December is coming soon.........tis year has been quite a tiring year for me....both physicallly and mentally......especially tis few months....some really happie moments compared to last few years....and some events really wore me down.......well hahaha will giv my summary of tis yr b4 2008 ends.......stay tunned LOLi hav two poly friends....they hav the best temper tt i hav ever ever seen in my entire life.....they will nt get angry no matter wat u do...of course unless u do something which is has really gone too far and any human will get angryin fact one of them hav nv shown any attitude or get angry in my 3 yrs of poly...they will juz smile at uwtf sia.....i m so ashamed of myself lo....i get angry and show attitude for little things.....if i hav even 30% of their attitude it would b great sia.......many a times its my temper and immature attitude which makes me regret things i do....even though i try to change....it juz comes back i want to be like the both of them....wow tt will b great.....i rmb on tt day when we all celebrate xia de b-day tt time when they came to my hse...diana brought up some books about wat kind of ppl we r or smth....there was one which said tt i m the kind of person who would offend my friends and will nt noe bout it......mayb bai always felt tt i treat my friends quite well...hmm mayb nt really but still ok....but for tis 1 yr plus i start to tink tt is crap....even if i tink tis way....my friends may nt....since i m the kind of person who like to make fun of ppl and joke around....simply called a bully....mayb some of my friends feel i m an asshole who is selfish and dun care bout other ppl.....or they may even scold bad words bout me and stab mi behind.....i sometimes hav tis feeling......some of my friends dun respect me...when i tok to them they ignore me...when other ppl start toking to them....they respond.....mayb it is the fact tt i make fun of ppl so they would rather ignore me.....as usual i hav little friends......nt much ppl i can count on...they will grow lesser and lesser becus of the person i m....but surely i can still count on my xia ah hahahaha =)anyway all of these r crap from me again.....(LOOK gerald is bullshitting again)gd nite zzzBTW the two ppl i mentioned r choon neng and junfu =)
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