Saturday, October 13, 2007
yawn....a bit tired tis few days.......dunnoe why but i juz cannot feel any life flowing inside my body when i went to sch tis few days....always doin the same things.....going through the same routine.....except when goin out....i practically do the same thing everyday.......8.00am to 3.00pm go sch3.00pm to 7.00pm slack at home or mayb go out(one of the onli interesting things)7.00pm to 10.00pm slp or study or i m still outside......10.00pm to 12.00am my daily dose of watching shows.....12.00am to 2.00am chatting on phone(the second interesting thing)hahaha mayb i shld really do smth tt is great.......hmm hav been saying tt since my last vacation but nv did anything.....actually nt tt i dun wana do....i juz cannot find anything tt i m really interested in....i guess i will juz wait and c if anything will pop out.....(~_~)'''todae onli gt lessons from 10 to 12....went home after tt cus nv go out.....ha.....did nt do much todae.....while slackin....i did some thinking....i guess i really changed a bit....hmm mayb for the worst or better...dun really noe....i m still veri stubborn.....dun lyk to giv in.....lyk to suan ppl......well i guess i can sae i do tt a bit lesser than i did last time?????i always thought tt ppl will nt change for another person....even if he or she luv tt person or tt person is a very very gd buddy...it is quite impossible for us to change juz for tt person....i guess i was wrong....seein a few examples of some of my friends....and of course myself.....i noe tt it is possible.......mayb its how we tink.......some feel tt they do nt nid to change for tt person or feel there is no nid for a change.....but mayb.....i tink why some ppl wana change for the person is cus they juz wan to c him or her happie....some juz feel tt it is gd for them....haha....the bonds between ppl r always there.....cannot b broken easily.......but nids to b maintain regularly.....yawn time to slp hahaha byebye =)私は私が価値がある助ける感じるだれでも助ける
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