Monday, October 22, 2007
yawn....into the 5th week of my semesterhahaha onli left 4 more weeks lemuz start studying le..hahahaanyway yesterday me bixia and xm went to JJ hse....haha actually onli xm wan go there to play the keyboard...then i, xm and Jiajie played naruto accel...haha so funnithen me, bixia, xm, JJ, diana and Jiajie went to play badmintonthen uncle oso came...hmm actually did nt play quite well during doubles yesterday....but my singles was quite a breeze....as always i guesshahaha then xm veri funni.....he tried to b funni and start acting lyk LJJ and dance...and he ended up stepping on his own specs....haha so paiseh siaanyway after playing we went to eat....hai tomo she start sch le....=(hmm yesterday xm was tokin wif JJ then he asked JJ everyday go bring diana home nt sian de meh?my mind juz came out wif one sentence u will nv understand how someone feels unless u r in his or her shoes......used to feel tt goin to find girlfriend everyday is stupid and a waste of my own time....but then now....i noe i was wrong....its nt a waste of time.....mayb when u r in love....u wan to c the person everyday....every hr....every min...every sec....but then still there r some things which i dun agree wif.....i will nt sae it out hahhaahaweeeeee sianzzzz
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10:42 PM
Saturday, October 13, 2007
yawn....a bit tired tis few days.......dunnoe why but i juz cannot feel any life flowing inside my body when i went to sch tis few days....always doin the same things.....going through the same routine.....except when goin out....i practically do the same thing everyday.......8.00am to 3.00pm go sch3.00pm to 7.00pm slack at home or mayb go out(one of the onli interesting things)7.00pm to 10.00pm slp or study or i m still outside......10.00pm to 12.00am my daily dose of watching shows.....12.00am to 2.00am chatting on phone(the second interesting thing)hahaha mayb i shld really do smth tt is great.......hmm hav been saying tt since my last vacation but nv did anything.....actually nt tt i dun wana do....i juz cannot find anything tt i m really interested in....i guess i will juz wait and c if anything will pop out.....(~_~)'''todae onli gt lessons from 10 to 12....went home after tt cus nv go out.....ha.....did nt do much todae.....while slackin....i did some thinking....i guess i really changed a bit....hmm mayb for the worst or better...dun really noe....i m still veri stubborn.....dun lyk to giv in.....lyk to suan ppl......well i guess i can sae i do tt a bit lesser than i did last time?????i always thought tt ppl will nt change for another person....even if he or she luv tt person or tt person is a very very gd buddy...it is quite impossible for us to change juz for tt person....i guess i was wrong....seein a few examples of some of my friends....and of course myself.....i noe tt it is possible.......mayb its how we tink.......some feel tt they do nt nid to change for tt person or feel there is no nid for a change.....but mayb.....i tink why some ppl wana change for the person is cus they juz wan to c him or her happie....some juz feel tt it is gd for them....haha....the bonds between ppl r always there.....cannot b broken easily.......but nids to b maintain regularly.....yawn time to slp hahaha byebye =)私は私が価値がある助ける感じるだれでも助ける
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1:10 AM
Tuesday, October 09, 2007
it has been quite some time since i last blog....a bit too lazy to write anything hahahaanyway....i m into the the third week of my sch....so far....it is still ok.....well i guess so.....still in holis mood....dun even feel lyk going to sch at all.....haha my poly friends hav been practically calling me to go out everyday....but i dun feel lyk going out wif them.....cus they go eat then all eat those expensive de......hehe i wan to save money in anyway i can....cus i lost my phone and bought a new one (T_ T )the most important of all is cus..........hehehe.........ANYWAY.....went to a lot of diff blogs and stuff.....haha almost everyone gt prob rite now....some gt prob wif studies....some wif friends and some wif relationships.....some of the entries r really full of bullshit and crap....mayb from my point of view.....actually it may b due to the fact tt i hate the person or i dun understand the person well.....haha....but bloggin can really create a lot of probs...especially when ppl lyk me hav really poor english standards...sometimes u write something which has tis meaning but some may misunderstand wat u sae and get angry bout it cus they thought wat u write have other meanings and feel offended...tis is quite common since i hav also encountered tis myself.....wadeva it is i still tink tt talkin to each other face to face is the best....in a sense tt u may b able to sort out ur prob better....hahaa....hahaha.....i really feel tt i m a complete fool...i really missed a lot of freaking chances.....juz because i dun dare to sae or do anything....haha when i heard bout it...i was quite shocked.....i was askin myself wat the hell....wat hav i been doing.....hahaha stupid me.....mayb tis will teach me to speak out how i feel more frequently to the ones i love rather than keep it inside my heart and let them guess.....sorri made u guess and suffer =) well tt's all for todae zzzz....hahaha time to slp
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