HaPPie DaYs

Monday, July 30, 2007

hmm....quite some time nv write anything inside my blog le haha cus i veri lazy write.......

anyway yesterday....my family memebers all at home...hahah my ma go malaysia...my sis go to the NTU hostel....then my father go work
so i was at home....watch tv...slp blah blah blah...hahaha

actually i was waiting for someone to sms me...shld noe who it is haha
cus actually called her go out de...but then gt one of the npcc friend come back from overseas so they go out...

haha bixia at first call me go de....but then i felt tt lyk veri funni haha so did nt wan go
then in the end she sae after she finish goin out wif her friends then meet me haha...i m so ma fan....

den lyk 5 plus...bixia sms me ask me wan to join her at vivo wif our friends or nt...
haha den i decided to go....wah lau i tink tt i m super stupid lo...shld hav gone wif her in the first place haha dumb me*

i met wif them and then we sat at a place and tok...hehe actually i onli tok to bixia....webout 9 plus den went home.....
hehe actually a bit paiseh lo cus its lyk 4 gurls and i the onli guy there.....lyk veri funni.....

then i took bixia home....haha after sending her home and walkin to bus stop tt time...i suddenly felt....hmm sad, lonely and sian bah....hahah cus i start to miss her leh *eeeee haha so mushy* and oso my hse no one feel veri empty....

wanted to wander to other places after sending bixia home...but did nt do tt...

again i m veri stupid...haha i go tel her tt then she tel me shld hav told her den she can pei me....haha opps

anyway todae....did nt do anything much....juz did hse work and den study for a bit

todae badminton session was FANTASTIC!!!!! haha cus i last week still a bit sick den todae well le....so i full of energy...haha

the best part ish todae's singles....hmm i played wif xm and den after him ish jiajie's friend....haha well of course i win a lot....but ok bah they still quite gd....juz tt i did torture dem hehehe wah i veri bu yao lian....

but den after tt i muscle cramp....i guess i played a bit harder than my usual pace...haha i old le....

haha juz wan to sae hope all the ppl in our badminton grp will get better....if can better than me...then we can play till veri shiok and i will b able to improve hahaha.....

tt's all le....i m dumb dumb and saying gd nite hahaha zzz

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Saturday, July 28, 2007

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Saturday, July 21, 2007

hmm.....veri boring week for me....
even though my fever is gone....my sore throat and flu is still there
especially my throat.....i coughed so much i almost wanted to vomit out......

did nt hav much appetite tis few days....
wanted to eat bread but then when i saw it.....i juz could nt eat......

whole body in pain.....chest, teeth, arms and legs.....
hahaha....hope i will heal faster and get my appetite back.....
hehe mayb if i dun get my appetite back its gd....then i can lose a lot of weight and become thin wha hahahahaa.......

wanted to go out todae.....hmm but everyone was busy....
so actually i decided to wander to some places by myself.......
well.....felt tt it was quite stupid.....
so in the end i stayed at home and did nth at all haiz....

hmm....i made myself pretty upset......tink too much le.....haiz

tt's all

~~~alone again in the shadows~~~

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tis is how i feel right now

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Tuesday, July 17, 2007

oh man....veri bad start for me tis week.......
yesterday i woke up and felt veri uncomfortable.....
my temp rose to bout 39 degree.....
when i walk....felt lyk fainting...could nt even stand properly......no strength at all....

so i did nt go to sch...and then went to c doc....
fuk sia....i missed my turn and had to wait for 5 ppl(it was a rule for the clinic).....
the 5 ppl was so damn long lo.....i went down at 12.30 and onli at 2.00 lyk tt then gt to c the doc
while waitin....could feel my whole body burning....lyk gonna explode and my head swirling....

when i went in to c the doc....he told me it may b dengue and told me to watch out for my condition.....if my temp still does nt drop by wed...hav to go for blood test le.....wah kau at tt time my temp was 39.5.......the highest i hav ever gotten in my entire life.....
the doc said i was practically burning...haha BURNING.....

i m feeling a lot better todae after eating the medicine....did nt go to sch todae....but i will b able to return to sch tomo le...hahahaa....muz catch up cus my semester exams coming soon le....dun wan to repeat any modules......

sorri for letting u worry bixia....hahaa i m ok le =)

~~signing out~~

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Sunday, July 15, 2007

hmm....went to watch harry potter on fri wif bixia, xm, JJ and diana.....
hahaha now i really believe tt black fri is really a super damn unlucky day.....

well actually it started out quite well at first......
but then something happened which made me really veri unhappie till the point tt my face was black black....
hahaha...i guess tt its juz my own prob.....

harry potter was ok bah i guess.....some parts was quite boring....well i guess i can giv a 3.9/5 to tis movie.....

after the movie we went to eat at cavana....wah kau it was so damn cold there.......
hmm then after eating i brought bixia home and then we took a photo...
hahaah all our photos look the same lo.....the same position and pose....hehehehehe

i m so damn unlucky....sick again le....a little sore throat, fever and flu...tink muz b cus fri the air con bah....make me hav flu....

todae still went to play badminton....but did nt play much cus i run a bit then start to get super tired le.......

hope tt i will get well soon >_<

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Wednesday, July 11, 2007

damn....i m so angry....lost my wallet yesterday.....inside gt a lot of things lo
no choice....todae went to make my ezlink card...buy new wallet and then went to make my posb card.....send a lot of money lo (T_ T)

haha...while i was takin a bus home todae.....suddenly go think bout last time when i was a kid....wow how time passes.....i m already 18 liao......

sometimes when i m walkin alone.....feel tt i hav matured a lot....physically and mentally....haha but sometimes i feel so childish.....

still rmb when i was in sec sch...i was veri afraid of takin the lift home at nite.....always wanted JJ or xm to pei me up the lift to my hse ......
but somehow.....as i reached 16.....i started to go up alone.....and did nt feel so scared liao....

haha i always told myself last time tt i will nt go out till veri late unless i hav someone who will take the lift up wif me.....hmm....my target was always to reach home b4 10pm.....
well....but now....i always go home late one...hahaha...
still rmb last time my parents told me tis: "when u grow up nxt time....u will nt b afraid anymore liao"
they were rite....hahaha for some parts....

actually...sometimes....growing up may nt b a gd thing....especially when u c the friends around u changing....in terms of personality......then some may give u the feeling tt they do nt nid u anymore......its quite sad.....

anyway....sometimes....i will tel some ppl tt i will b there for them.....but i really wonder......even though i really will b by their side when they hav a prob and nid me....i can onli listen to them tok bout their prob....but in the end i could nt even do one thing to help them up.....sometimes feel lyk i m a failure........

my mom sometimes will sae tt i veri stupid.....cus i m someone who will give but will nv receive.....haha......

tt's all.....=)

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Sunday, July 08, 2007

yesterday was a great day.....well it started out as a bad one....
i woke up at 7 plus and then saw the sky veri dark....knew it will rain cus i sae the weather forecast....

we were supposed to go cycling at east coast....

well it rained after a while but we still decided to meet and marine parade cus JJ sae tt the rain will stop after a while....
haha...it really did...hurray!!!!

anyway....me JJ xm and jiajie reached marine parade at 9.30 and then diana reached a bit later.....haha bixia was the last to reach(as expected) hehe....10.30 lyk tt....

wow...bixia go cut her hair....then she kept sayin veri ugly....but actually still nt veri bad...at least tt was wat i thought....

then we headed east coast to cycle.....i cycle wif bixia cus she dunnoe how to cycle hahaha....
quite fun actually especially the part when i cycled veri fast at first and she was lyk screaming hehe =x
haha then she kept beating my....wah she hit till super loud and a bit pain....hahaha actually is i deserve it one wah hahahah.......

we cycled from 11 to 1 lyk tt and sat to tok for a while....after tt we went to eat mac....did nt really hav any appetite....so i share wif xm...wah kau....veri sad la...cus xm no money then i dunnoe whether he is hungry or nt.....dun wan c all of us eat then he nv eat....so share wif him cus i oso cannot finish hahaha....

after eatin we went to find a spot at east coast sat down and play the number guessing....(T_T )
i kept losing when bixia was the one who chose the no...wah then had to sing song....veri paiseh dun dare sing lo unlike JJ xm diana and jiajie....they so brave...erm hmm dun tink shld use tis word to describe..who cares...haha

finally we went parkway to shop around....jiajie and xm headed back first while me bixia jj and diana went to shop for a bit then eat....actually onli me and jj eat....sianzz still nt much appetite.....

headed home after tt....i brought bixia home...wah lau we waited for the bus so damn long lo...but acually its gd cus i can tok to her for a longer time...hee hee

after takin her home i went to wait for the bus to go home...kau super long oso wtf sia....hahaha

it was quite a enjoyable day....hope we can do it more often....haha

~~sayonara~~ time to slp zzzz

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Tuesday, July 03, 2007

haha....todae i was in a very happy mood =)

first thing is becus i felt much better liao....haha nt so sick already.......
second thing was actually going to sch....omg...haha nv thought i would sae tt

i really enjoyed chatting wif my poly friends.....i guess its the onli thing tt will b able to keep mi awake during lessons

i was watchin tis tv drama then there was tis song....veri nice..

one part of the lyrics is tis
~If you wander off too far, my love will get you home~
~If you follow the wrong star, my love will get you home~
~If you find yourself lost and all alone, get back on your feet and think of me~
~my love will get you home~

tis is onli part of it but i really lyk the tune and the lyrics.....veri lovely.....

well....listening to tis...i kept wondering.....how many ppl whom u know will always b beside u listening to u and helping u no matter wat...haha....

almost none bah.....really veri hard to find someone who would....

haha....but i wana b tis type of ppl.....
at least i will b to those who are worthy of tis.....

hee...while i was watchin tt drama.....there was one part where b4 the person died she recorded down some of her last words....one of them was....."i cannot tel my loved ones nt to b sad for me...but i hope tt they will b sad for onli 3 months and after tt they will nt b sad for me anymore and continue being happie again"

hmm....but i tink 3 months a little too long le bah......

thought tt if i will die soon...i will oso say those....but i will juz tel my loved ones to b sad for me juz for 1 day.....juz 1 day is enough already......provided tt there will b anyone who will cry for me wah hahaha

....there is a time to b happie, a time to b sad....so we muz always noe when to b sad and when to stop and b happie again....

haha...actually...i always felt tt if i know i will die.....i will juz tel ppl i goin abroad and then die quietly in a veri far and peaceful place so no one will noe.....haha at least no one will b sad.....i guess bah......

tt's all haha =) ~~HaPpY dAyS~~

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Sunday, July 01, 2007

hmm.....i was in a very bad mood todae....

damn freakin sore throat......
haiz...wat the hell lo....its nt as if i eat a lot of heaty food everyday.....

anyway......i woke up quite early todae.....8 to 9 plus bah...even though i slept at 4 plus.........

hmm ate noodles wif soup for breakfast.....

in the afternoon....i watched some shows and then had a nap...

bout 3 plus lyk tt xm came to my hse to play....then we went to marine at 5....

todae badminton session quite sux....me and xm doubles thrashed by two guys 15-5....alamak......all our balls kept goin out....lyk something was wrong....and i was feeling quite sick...

i was super out of shape la....kau...i tink i gonna b sick....tis is the second time tis yr liao.....

anyway when we went home....xm did a freakin damn thing....the weights tt he help me keep....when he gt down the bus....he freakin go throw it inside the bus lo....wat the hell la!!!!!

well....even though i m veri happie wif my life right now.....there r some things which i m still quite unhappy abt....lyk ...my personality.....

damn it la....why i always hav to giv in to ppl......
haiz....they r the ones who will laugh while i m the one who suffers....

mayb i shld become an assholes who give in to anyone...haha

hmm....in the end...i still cannot do it......so i guess i m the one who caused my own suffering.....=(

zzzz

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yay!!! hahaha

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