HaPPie DaYs

Saturday, June 30, 2007

hahah....yesterday my mid-sem test is finally over liao......
hmm....i wonder if i can pass all of them....but i doubt it hahaha

anyway....todae was a super hot day......wah i was sweatin all the way

wah kau...todae then JJ ask me whether wan to go watch transformers or nt....
alamak.....i tink i will nt b watchin tt movie liao

at bout 3 plus i went to city hall to meet bixia...
hee hee....tis was the first date bah.......
hmm....then when she arrived we went to walk around.....

i tink she was quite bored bah....cus we juz walk around aimlessly....hee hee sorri i m such a boring guy hahaha

we first went to marina square....then to suntec city....
after tt we sat around and had quite a long talk....from 6 plus to 8 plus hahaha....so long

haha.....then we went to eat...hee hee b4 tt i tricked her into letting me hold her hand wah hahaaha it was so damn funny....but i guess dun nid to use tt anymore hee =p

then after eatin we went home....

hmm i tink nxt time we go out i shld cal her to the beach hee hee then sit there and tok for the whole day.....wah i tink she will b bored to death hahaah

but still i enjoyed todae..........

i was tinkin of things as usual and something suddenly came into my mind.....

~~trying hard to reach u......u r so near to me but yet i cannot catch u.....even if i m about to catch up....our distance just grow further apart......i lost hope.......but did not wan to give up......and finally when i reached u....i knew that everything i done in the past was worth it~~

well...tt is a brief summary of wat came to my mind.....although there was smth else hahaha

haha.....its a longer version of nv giving up.......

i seen a lot of ppl strive to do things.....but in the end they gave up because of various reasons........

quite sad cus its a pity to c them giving up halfway.......

even i will give up sometimes.....but there always is something inside me tt will push me and help me to continue.....i wonder if those of my friends who gave up hav tis feeling......

anyway....juz trying to tel all my loved ones who hav problems....dun give up.....no matter wat.....cus even if the end results may nt b wat u wanted.....something special will always appear... tt something special will let u noe tt u did nt walk the wrong road.......

cough cough sore throat liao haha gonna die soon *opps...... haha gonna think somemore.....

~~My life is just great....i will treasure it~~

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11:12 PM

Tuesday, June 26, 2007

wah.....tis two days gt mid-sem exams hahaha

but all went quite well.....

i passed both of the test liao hahahaha.......

hmm....3 more test to go and it will b over....at least till my semester exams hahaha

hope i can pass all of them....

zzz.....anyway.....i always wanted to ask all my friends a question.....

wat is the thing which we feel is most important

family?close friends?girlfriend or boyfriend?

hahaha....i hav all sorts of friends who feel differently and tis four r the main things

actually its veri hard to decide which is more important.....without ur family....u will nt b here........close friends r equally important as they r the ones who b when u nid it.....gf or bf oso important cus well hahaha....they will affect ur life the most!!!

hahhaaa...i lyk to post tis questions which many hav asked....if ur mom, ur close friend and ur gf fall into the water who would u save first?(assuming all of them cannot swin and u hav nth to help u)......

its actually veri hard to decide.....cus all of them r ur loved ones....haha for me they r

but mayb some will feel their families r more important.....or mayb their stead....i tink hardly anyone will go and save their close friends first...hahaha...

but i quite hate it when some ppl sae one is more important than the other....i mean aren't they supposed to b equally important....how could anyone sae tt?????????

well mayb cus tis is my point of view and others may tink differently....

hahahaha........

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10:15 PM

Sunday, June 24, 2007

hahahaha....todae is sun.....the final day b4 my mid-sem exams start...

hmm.....i tink shld b able to pass everything bah....

dunnoe c how hahaha......

todae me and xm went to cut our hair....

hee hee.....i juz went to trim and then he cut a different hair style....

hmm....cannot sae tt it is ugly....juz feel its strange

hahaha....but veri hard to find wat type of hairstyle he wans....

mayb he is rite....we shld cut our hair at other places.....

damn bad luck todae.....JJ sore eyes or smth and uncle diarrhoea.....so onli left me and xm....

we start playin at 6.30 but stop at 7.40 lyk tt and went home liao.....

haha.....no choice i old liao gonna die soon hahahaha

as usual i kick his ass todae in badminton.......

hmm.......so bored hahaha tt's all jia you to myself.....wah i so pathetic....hahaha

wah...yesterday something happen its veri funni.....reminded me of smth

haha....when u do smth and u tink ppl dunnoe....u r wrong....its juz tt i nv sae out....dun tink i dunnoe.......so pls tink carefully b4 u do or say anything....cus i will noe even if u tink i dun.....

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8:53 PM

Thursday, June 21, 2007

todae is thursday.....

probably the third worst day of tis week.....

cus i hav to study the stupid tcp/ip

hahha the second worst will b tomo when i study maths and the worst of all is sat.....i gonna study both of them haiz....

actually.....planning to go out tomo.....

wanted to relax for a bit wif some of my friends and watch a movie at nite.....

it turn out to b a fluke......

hahaha i juz became so messed up when i heard we r nt goin out liao.....

haiz......sad

some of them were nt free.......did nt ask them why........so we cancelled it

i really had to urge to ask them if they would juz come and accompany me......

but....i did nt

hahaha.....i cannot possibly force them to go out juz to accompany me......it will b veri selfish of me to do so.........

well...in the first place even if i ask they will oso reject....hahaha i m juz a nobody....as if they will waste their time going out juz to accompany me......

hahha......i guess when u r there for ppl.....it does nt mean they muz b there for u.....i m quite used to all these liao.......

no choice i will juz hav to do other things.....slp....watch tv or wadeva.......do some exercise....

well....tt's all i can sae.....to those friends i mention....hahaha i m nt saying its ur fault for nt goin out.....its my prob hahaha dun b offended when u c tis .........

i drew it hahaha veri ugly rite hahaha......

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7:31 PM

Tuesday, June 19, 2007

wah....i m really veri tired......

studyin for these few days.....super sian...hahaha

well....at least i already finished studyin 2 subj liao....onli 3 more to go and i shld b ready for my test.........

anyway.....damn my whole body still veri pain.....

haha....too long nv play badminton so become lyk tt........

i still go and do my sit-ups and push-ups todae wah hahahahaha.....but nv do a lot......

zzz.....sometimes.....when i watch the news.....really makes me feel tt humans die easliy

u can c everyday in the news tt someone is dead........

makes me wonder wat r the chances tt i will walk out of my hse and get killed by a vehicle or by another person....its quite high for every one in the world....

life really is unpredictable.....we noe tis fact but why do we still take things for granted?????

mayb tis is how humans r......we will onli treasure something when they r gone.......

and we will always do things tt we will regret.....even though we r always told to tink b4 we do......

if we count the no of things we regretted one day....i m sure it will b endless.......cus even when u r counting....u will oso regret...........regret counting it hahahaha....wat the hell!!!!!!!

haha....well....humans can nv b perfect....if we r....there will nt b terrorists, wars and blah blah blah and the world will b a peaceful place.......

hmm....actually i really hate ppl who take things for granted and think tt they deserve tt something or someone and act lyk they r prince or princesses......

haha....tt's all zzzz

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10:02 PM

Sunday, June 17, 2007

yo yo yo.....todae ish sun......hahaha i waited 2 weeks for tis day....

cus last last week ish JJ and xm exam.....

then last week JJ and xm gt smth on....so we had to cancel our badminton session.....

hahaha......finally todae i can play again....

somemore bixia comin hahaha.....

anyway......xm came to my hse and we play games from 2.30 to 3.30

then we went down to meet JJ and diana....and we headed to marine parade.....

anyway.....we reached there at 4 and then met up wif bixia at 4.30 and then went to the cc to meet Jiajie......

hahah....long time nv c bixia wear specs liao....hee hee...dunnoe why i wanted to laugh....cus c her always wear contact lens....hahha...but still pretty hee hee

well....it started out quite fine....me and bixia play wif xm and diana..........

then....smth happened......

and well....blah blah blah....then everyone was lookin at me lyk it was my fault....well....it shld b my fault........

gt a little pissed off....haha actually i shld nt b.....cus its nt the first time ppl looked at me lyk tt when i do smth......haiz....

anyway....i did nt really wan to play liao.....until JJ's uncle arrived....then wanted to play liao

hahah as usual......no nid to repeat liao....xm gt tortured hahaha......

todae played lyk shit.....even though someone was there....although i tink she did nt c how i play bah.....hahhaa dunnoe....

after tt...we headed to eat while bixia headed home....

whole body veri pain....too long nv do any exercise liao (T_T )....shld go away in a few days bah.....

i hav a veri bad habit....i tink too much liao......

everyday and nite....i will tink bout different things....

some made me look at things in a different angle.....some r useless.......

hee hee...once... i gt think b4....wat will happen if i die.........how will it feel lyk.....where will i go

i always lyk to tink tt once ppl die....they will go to another world and go through a different process....

rather then young to old....they will start from old to young....until they become a baby.....hahaha

and i always thought tt....if i die......well anyone cry during my funeral....i dun tink so

hahaha becus i m a stupid idiot.....so many ppl shld hate me.....i tink they will laugh at me bah.......

hmm....dunnoe....when tt time comes i will noe....hahhaa

again....i will tink a lot tonite zzzzzzz

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11:26 PM

Saturday, June 16, 2007

studying....studying...studying

everyday oso muz study........

haha....although i did nt study much....keep slacking

nxt week will b the last week b4 my exams....muz chiong a little more liao haha

life sux man....while ppl r enjoying their holis....i hav to stay at home at study all the stupid
crap.....

wah kau feel so bored and lonely.... =(

haiz.....these few days mum sick....so nv cook everyday muz eat outside food......
wan to vomit sia....haha so todae i had bread for breakfast.....and potato chips for lunch...hahhaa

thought of many things these few days....lyk wat is goin to happen to me in the future.....

dunnoe how i m gonna b able to get my diploma....and if i do....how m i goin to find a job....
and army.....2yrs.....such a long time.....

m i gonna grow old and healthy....or hav a lot of prob wif my health....i tink i will hav a lot of illness........

or mayb i will die in juz a few yrs.........

life really is unpredictable.....dunnoe wat will happen nxt....

i guess i m tryin to treasure ppl around me now....always will cal them out when i hav the free time........assuming they can

actually i really lyk to tok to ppl....mayb go to a place and tok together....or tok on the phone together.....tt's why i quite hate it when ppl tok halfway then suddenly dun wan tok liao....due to some things....hahha....and i will start scoldin them for doin tt......

but different ppl hav different opinions....some feel it is a waste of time to do tt...or a waste of money if its tokin on the phone......

and sadly....nt many of my friends share the same idea as me........

some would rather tok on msn...or sms each other.......

but for me i really feel tt meeting out wif friends juz to chat is a really nice thing....u can c

each other....blah blah blah.....lyk when i sometimes go out wif my friends or mayb my family....and when we sit down to eat...after tt we will start tokin to each other....i really loved it.....wish it will nv end......

but i noe tt callin my friends out juz to tok is lyk winning a lucky draw....very rare.....
ppl may b busy or hav many other reasons....

and somemore they will find me veri irritating...keep callin them go out to tok or wadeva
well....i hav no hopes in tis area.....i noe it can nv happen........

mayb....when we grow older....we will understand cus we will nt hav the time to do all tis things when we start workin.....

i wonder if i hav thought of these things too early.......nah....

tt's all...zzzzz

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2:02 AM

Wednesday, June 13, 2007

(-_-) yesterday was tues....and i woke up quite early....hahaha...even though i slept at bout 3 plus hahha....

well....i seriously do nt hav enough slp......dunnoe why whenever i start to do smth...i really start to feel damn tired.....

enough of tt hahaha....i was doin my hair wif the new moving rubber thingy....wah kau it was so damn expensive lo....9 plus....hahahha...but its quite gd actually

it was raining when i went out....i met up wif JJ at 12.15.....he came down at 12.25....

then we met up wif xm at the enous busstop and we all went to marine parade to meet up wif the rest...

we went kbox yesterday....JJ, diana, jj's mei yenlin, xm, bixia and me.......

haha we met up wif JJ's mei and went to eat....after tt we went to meet diana...and finally bixia...hahaha she always the last one to arrive....

i could nt enjoy yesterday at all......

they all said tt they could nt hear my voice at all....haiz.....i really sux at tis wah hahahaha

actually i tink onli JJ and xm enjoy bah....bixia nt sure hahaha

its juz a feeling....its so damn sian lo.....the xm kept singing songs which i dun even noe lah....wat the hell lo....

i did nt wan to put some songs....cus its lyk no one was interested in singing the songs i put.....get left out once more.........god wat did i do to deserve tis

then as usual bixia sing veri well...diana ok....JJ's mei ok....jj ok...xm gd.....me cannot hear anything.....

hee...i noticed smth....whenever there r gurls wif us...xm starts to get very high and then keep actin funni...haha....but when there r none...he will nt....hee hee.....

i doubt we will b goin kbox anymore....seriously...from last time when we go kbox together till now...none of it was enjoyable......

haha....i tink the worst part was the last few mins...when i put tian tian ye ye.....i called everyone to sing....but no one wanted......again....i felt....haiz......i.......nvm...cannot b bothered to explain

(T_T )sad......

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10:08 PM

Sunday, June 10, 2007

finally....holis r here.....damn but its veri boring......although some of my friends juz finished their exams....mtine is after the holis....wtf lo....STUPID SP

anyway yesterday i met up wif Bixia, Diana and JJ to go shoppin.......

i met JJ and diana at bugis abt 12 lyk tt bah....

kau it was damn hot lo....somemore i wore two clothes....and one of them is BLACK....haha tt teaches me nt to wear two layer of clothes......

well...we shopped around there for a while then felt tt they gt nth to buy....hmm tt was wat i tink.....

so we headed for ps.....

hee hee.....JJ was lyk movin around wif diana all the time...can c he walk till veri tired

hahah.....but i enjoyed yesterday....cus hahhaa......

damn it.......todae sux especially durin the conference wif xm and jj at 9 plus

fuk sia we nv even tok for veri long then tt xm said he had to hang up to carry things

shit him lo as if it will die to wait for a while....somemore can carry finish then continue to chat but he dun wan....he sae wan go msn tok

HAHHAHAHA GD I WILL C IF HE WILL REALLY TOK TO US AT MSN......I BET A FREAKIN 1 MILLION DOLLARS THEN HE WILL NT...

spoil my day.......

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10:20 PM

Wednesday, June 06, 2007

hmm.....nt been writin much tis few days....

veri busy.....tryin veri hard to study my subj....damn it.....my head almost gonna burst.....

yawn~~~~

tis few days was lyk hell....i found out tt a lot of my subj i did nt understand at all.....

no choice....who cal me everytime nv pay attention to class.....=(

well....hahah but now still ok...start to understand more and more of it liao.......i guess mst will nt b a prob anymore le......

hmm.....anyway....i was tinkin a lot of things yesterday.....

damn it....it hurts to look back at the past..........

really made me feel....i was so damn childish and immature last time....well hahah i m still lyk tt now.....

in the past....when u feel tt u r rite when doin smth.....it may nt b true.....

why i sae tt?????

becus when i recall back....damn it hit me really hard........so damn idiotic of me to do those things and feel tt i m still rite

hee hee but of course there r still somethings which was really rite......hahaha

actually its really quite amazing........when ur way of thinkin starts to change little by little........and u may nt even realise it..........and by the time u do, u r a different person already....mayb its a gd thing mayb its bad....who noes?????

but some things will nv change.....lyk when u luv the person.....even when u have changed....the feeling will nv change.....at least tt's wat i tink.....haha...

i wana sae tis to all the ppl whom i hav hurt.....sorry.....does nt really help but i guess its the least i shld do for now........

~~to all my gd friends....always give it ur all when doin smth....no matter wat it is....and oso when smth happens.....muz rmb to tink bout the other party.....noe how they feel and wat they think.....last but nt least...NEVER GIVE UP!!!!!! hahaha.......

~~~LIFE IS REALLY GOOD~~~

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3:36 PM

Friday, June 01, 2007

AHHHHH!!!!!!!!wtf sia....todae ish such a crappy day.....i had my server management quiz todae......and i did very badly for it... =(

damn i totally forgot everything lo......then i juz anyhow do .....haiz i tink i will onli get 50 plus to 60 plus lyk tt....disappointed.......study liao still lyk tt haiz....

after the test.....me and my friends went to food court 4 to eat....haha one of my friends buy the food liao then sae tt he dun hav the appetite to eat....wah waste the whole plate lo.....i oso a little bit sian....dun wan to eat....dunnoe why....

after tt we had to stay back to do the stupid java crap....alamak i gt so many errors lo.....nxt week is the deadline liao....dun noe if i can even do finish it

hahah from tomo onwards.....i gonna start studyin FOR REAL....damn if nt i gonna fail all 5 of my crappy subj......shit i dun wan lo.....at least muz pass hahaha

oh rite forgot to sae bout yesterday.....

yesterday was vesak day-public holi.....so me, xm, JJ and diana met up at 10 plus to study.....at my hse actually wanted to go national library but close........WTF

we went to eat and after tt started to study at bout 12 bah....well.....we studied quite some things and tok a bit....

after tt bout 2 plus....bixia came and then we went down to eat...haiz i oso did nt hav any appetite......somemore i was quite hungry....mayb ish cus i everyday eat tt till sian liao........and then we went to buy anything and whatever....haha i gt root bear and then JJ gt zappel....hmm the rest i dunnoe...

we studied till bout 5 plus then JJ bring diana home....hahah me xm and bixia was tokin to each other....haha the feeling was veri funni lo....cus erh hahaha.....its juz funni...

and when JJ came back.....we stopped studying tok wif each other....and then at 8 lyk tt they all headed home....heh JJ sprain his ankle hahah

hahaa yesterday smth happened and made me really very happie......hehe

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8:50 PM