wah todae super sian sia my lecture was at 9 and shld b end at 12 but we b4 10 already can go liao wah hahahahaa.........anyway i went to play tennis wif one of my friends sian cus he play like playin badminton so cannot hit at all haha anyway after tat i went to library in sp to meet my other group of friends.....we discuss bout smth

after tat i went to play tennis wif my other friend.....wah shiok sia finally i was able to hit some shots properly liao haah but anyway i played from 2 smth to 4 smth and went to surf internet then meet xm.....we went to eat porridge at paya lebar haha yummy...........

then later i walked home wif xm....wah haha the two of us imagination super gd sia haha we imagined a lot f things arh heh.........tomo gt java test but i nt studyin cus sian arh hehe

anyway we found out tat it was our modem tat was spoilt kau my sis and mom went to buy a new one.........cost 99 dollars ARH wah lau damn it damn it why spoil haha

haha tat's bout all cus nth really happened todae ha



wah todae super sian sia my lecture was at 9 and shld b end at 12 but we b4 10 already can go liao wah hahahahaa.........anyway i went to play tennis wif one of my friends sian cus he play like playin badminton so cannot hit at all haha anyway after tat i went to library in sp to meet my other group of friends.....we discuss bout smth

after tat i went to play tennis wif my other friend.....wah shiok sia finally i was able to hit some shots properly liao haah but anyway i played from 2 smth to 4 smth and went to surf internet then meet xm.....we went to eat porridge at paya lebar haha yummy...........

then later i walked home wif xm....wah haha the two of us imagination super gd sia haha we imagined a lot f things arh heh.........tomo gt java test but i nt studyin cus sian arh hehe

anyway we found out tat it was our modem tat was spoilt kau my sis and mom went to buy a new one.........cost 99 dollars ARH wah lau damn it damn it why spoil haha

haha tat's bout all cus nth really happened todae ha



damn it i did nt write my blog yesterday cus my internet connection gt prob damn it fuk cal starhub they tel us tat the connection area gt prob but fuk i waited from 7.30 till todae tat connection still did nt work wah kau stupid starhub useless one lah hai..........

anyway yesterday was the really first time tat i listen attentively to the maths lesson wah super sia i felt veri proud dun noe why cus i understand wat she teach hahaha.........but the bad part comes.........the data com lab test wah i tink i flopped liao cus i actually gt study but dun noe why i dun noe how to do....

the test was 20 mins but i spend 10 mins on one question....there was 5 questions............hai die liao sure fail one hahahaha

anyway todae goin to eat wif xm hai dun noe wan go tennis or nt

btw tis few weeks gt tok to mei.......ha meiz u noe why i cal u b independent........cus gor nt everday can tok to u liao start to get veri busy liao la hahahahahaha can still tok to u but nt everytime oso cus phone bills hahahaha

tat's bout now i hope i can write tonie IF my internet comes back WAH KAU.......



HAHAAH yesterday no time to write.......................



yesterday i did nt write cus i was tokin on the phone wif mei......haha quite happie tokin to her hehe...........anyway we tok quite some time

anyway yesterday i went to do c.i.p hahaa it was like a carnival lo bout civil defence and family day i tin haha.....i went to woodlands at bout 12 and reach there bout 40mins later......we waited for all our class to come then we went to woodlands cc to listen to briefing until 3......then we had 45mins break

haha some of my friends went to the basketball court to play and the others went to coffee shop to eat...........then after tat we went to near the mrt where it is held......we went there where i mended a shop which sell mexican chicken fajitah wif jimmy,slyester and PH haha

we finish at bout 7 smth took some photos and went home tat's where after tat i tok to mei when i gt home immediately ha

hai.....anyway i predicted correctly i knew tat jj cannot put it down his relationship wif my mei hai after badminton on sat when we gt home wah i was damn tired tat i did nt even noe i did nt swich on the air-con then when i started to slp tat jj sms mi tellin mi he veri xin ku cus he cannot forget the relationship wif mei but i told him tat he muz cus there ish no goin back.....u cannot take back wat u hav said...........finally he told mi tat he is like tortured by us........tat moment i wanted to sae i am the one who is being tortured by u i am tired out by all the relationship probs tat my friends tel mi........stress arh

anyway jj kept sms diana bout their relationship then todae mei will go meet wif jj for one last time to really clear things up.....but i quite scared cus they may quarrel wif each other if no third party is there......i oso told diana smth to b ruthless in her words cus if nt jj will still tink tat he has a chance........hai why hold on to it even though u noe its nt possible............

tat's it for now i will write more tonite ha



dun keep holdin on to it when u noe it is veri hard to go on for both ...................



hai......yesterday smth big happened so i did nt hav anytime to write my blog........finally mei broke up wif blah blah guy and cus an ultra big commotion he sms mei tat he will end his life.....hai then mei cal mi and told mi he oso said tat he hate mi forever(for wat?) anyway mi xm claron and zx was playin basketball downstairs when we heard it

we started to panic and Claron was the onli one who sae jj dun dare jump i noe tat but dun wan to take risk.......we gt a lead tat he wif chengkang in tampiness so mi zx xm went there to find on the way(btw we gt a taxi)xm mom started callin him then he told everything to his sis and his mom found out.....so his mom cal my mom then my mom went to find jj mom wah kau veri confusin sia ha then my mom cal mi and found out wat happened

anyway back to it we did nt noe where chengkang hse was so i call jiacai mei blah blah but they nt sure we combed the whole area and was freakin damn tired wah kau we then called jj uncle to halp us cal jj and ask where he ish we oso ask jj mom to help but we did nt tel her anything ha.........anyway we finally found out he at shoppin centre goin home liao cus they cal him to....so we went home at 10plus and waited for him to go back once he did mi xm and claron(zx went home liao) went to his hse but his mother said he slp liao............

i did nt even slp a bit last nite cus i scared smth will happen hai

anyway todae mi and xm went buy adminton shirt wow cool and then i called mei to go jj hse personally to tok to him......AND then mi mei xm and zx went his hse outside at first we cal him come out but he did nt wan so we waited for him....finally i sms him "hey come out now if u dun u will nv find out the truth why she break wif u dun u wan to noe how i hai u come out lah sort things out now" he replied "fuk u bastard" and i said "come lah come lah u dare"

finally he called his bro call us come his hse tok to him at first he unwilling to tok at all mei went in tok first but nth happen so all four of us went in but nth then xm zx stayed in the room finally he use his laptop tok to us(for wat bo liao) but smth went wrong i oso dun noe.........then i went in wif xm and zx tok to him......kau veri ma fan........but still nth.....then i was startin to get irritated.......i went in alone tok to him.....then he told mi to ask mei a question......then mei went in alone tok for some time

but after quite long jj mum came back and i tok to her then we started to hear some quarreling between then so i called mei out.........to discuss

the four of us finally went in together and started tokin......i tok the most liao cus i noe tis things best zx was playin wif my phone and mei and xm was staring at mi haha i so handsome meh jkin mayb wat i said was wat they wanted to stay and it really make sense jj finally started smillin and we tok quite sm time.........jj sae he tink properly liao but i noe its nt true anyway we juz went home haha

wow todae badminton which was at 8pm super shiok i was in so cal tiptop condition i enjoyed it a lot muz b tat shirt ha............but i was angry when i gt home kau my parents went to c mi play and they sae i play like shit fuk chibye i was veri angry damn when i am interested in a sport they will start puttin mi down......eg basketball they oso sae i play like shit fuk.....fine keep puttin mi down until nxt time i will fukin stop playin any sports anymore they forced mi.....'

anyway back to the jj commit suicide many ppl told mi eg claron my mom tat he will nt jump cus he gt tel others tat means he will nt.....but i still went to find him......even though many of my other friends went through worse than tis.....but they all man and they can tink clearly and after one day will b fine but jj ish like a girl and he will do wat a girl normally do when they r in tis things tat's why i panic........

hai why muz it b like tis i am more stressed than any of my friends or ppl around mi now i tink i will b the one gettin depression ha

i am tired tat's all for todae



heh hehe todae gt maths quiz sia guess how much i gt.....6/20 hahaha my class more than 75% fail sia and almost all gt 6 haha siao sia hai muz buck up liao pr later maths fail then die sia hahahaha anyway todae veri gd cus i at java class super attentive sia even when teacher giv us thing do i veri fast finish liao and go slp tat lecturer ask mi i gt do then i show him haha gd sia....

wah kau todae smth made mi angry......tat xm tel him dun go cca badminton tis week cus after tat gt play again he dun wan stubborn then i cal him choose he freakin sae go cca bastardi veri angry i started scoldin him he oso scold back we scold and scold and scold and scold anyway tat time i oso tokin mei she kept tellin mi calm down but i cannot really angry but finally was able and said sorri to xm......thx mei for tat hahahahaha tat helped a lot ha

anyway tis is for u xm u noe tat i will punch u tomo if i nv calm down u dun believe rite cus i always sae liao but nv do but believe it or nt i am really goin to do it i hit the wall table blah blah and really wanted to do it liao(hahahahaha mayb my peqi too bad liao) anyway................

hai.........problems r actually nt created by others but by ourselves why i sae tat eg.when someone tel u to giv up smth....like u eatin halfway but ur friend hurry u cus u r late for the movie...actually it ish easily solved but u cannot put down tat food and u start to choose tat's where the problem start u tink its ur friend who gave u tat prob but actually its u urself who giv it one..........so u understand wat i m sayin xm dun always sae i giv u prob.....sometimes u r the one who giv urself prob u noe actually wat u muz do but u juz cannot let go of the other thing.......i hope u understand man i really do

anyway mei gt ask mi if it ish a girl how differently will i do it...we tok bout it tinkin of tis i oso wonder why i treat girls better than boys....is it cus i wan to b a gentleman or wat.....haha i dun noe mayb the ans will come out one day hahahaa

tat's it haha......nitez



hai.......todae super sian sia early in the morning gt teat hahahahaha sian arh anyway i tink i can pass lah........but wow todae play tennis super shiok sia veri fun hahaha i hope tat nxt time can play like tat hahahahaha

tomo oso gt maths test sia but haha onli quiz lah ish 3% onli i tink tat i will sure fail one haha who cares anyway i will buck up later haha tis words r for ppl who r lazy like mi hahahahaah anyway i was quite angry in the evening todae cus of one idiotic person(he shld noe who he is).....wah kau sat nite gt play badminton cal him skip his badminton training for one time oso cannot

damn it lo its nt as if he nv go one time skill will deprove until siao.....anyway nv mind the one mth limit ish over liao tis sat when i play wif him if he does nt lose mi 15-8 he will quite badminton cca(i nv force him ish he tat time sae ok one) haha i will prepare well and trash him like hell

then after tat rite we went to eat and then buy comic wah kau i go liao he still at there c comic bastard cannot tel others to wait one arh better still i wait for him then he nv even fukin notice mi and juz walked away.....wat a bastard if i tel my other friends bout tis type of person they sure sae he nt worthy as a friend kau....................

so tat's why tis sat the match wif him i will nv fang shui i will play my fullest and trash him ha serve him rite.......anyway i tink he will still go cca one lah he is the type who cannot keep promises to others one kau i really hate tis kind of ppl i really hope he change i rather he b a pervertic guy than a self-centered guy damn it if u noe i m tokin bout u pls change CHANGE DAMN IT

oh ya tok to mei todae haha bout lots of things.......mei sm times u veri emotional haha mayb sometimes it gd but sometimes may nt b gd leh hahahaha and dun worri i will nt migrate nt in a million years hahahaahahahaa tis a=ish a promise haha

well tat's it......nitez



hahahaha todae quite happie sia and oso sian lah cus gt maths hahaha felt like slpin heh heh......anyway i wnet to read mei's blog yesterday and she wrote wat jj sms to her when i read it wah kau i wanted to vomit blood and was quite disgusted well u c too ruo mah liao lah i cannot take it sia hahaha

anyway its was then tat i wondered will i b like tat when i hav or girlfriend nxt time.......i was quite interestin to noe it as i wanted to c wat i will b like haha quite funni sia...............oh and well i tink tat jj overdone it liao by too much le i mean if i were a girl and he send mi tat sms i would scold him like mad arh haha well mayb some girls like but i oso dun noe......

hmm.........i oso thought of smth.....tat i treat girls better than i treat boys......welll actually nt really cus i mean wat i can do i am sure all man or boys can do the same so tat's why whenever eg jj do smth which i tink tat man or especially mi would nt or shld nt do.....i will get angry and start scoldin him

some ppl sae i bias treat girls better well.....tat's is wat man shld do wat cus girls r different they shld b treated better than boys......tat shld b the fact or at least wat i tink cus boys r stronger both physically and mentally(no offence to girls haha) tat's why we shld b the one who treat them better and protect them haha

haha anyway i nt sure if some ppl will agree but wat i tink ish al tat matters to mi haha well but sometimes ppl will tend to overdo it like eg overprotectin blah blah blah or in worst case act like a man but actually wans the girl to support him instead of him supportin her.....then i will hate tis kind of ppl kau its like they r actin lo dun like it............

oh i oso thought of smth cus i tink ya todae mornin 2 smth mei cal mi and tel mi she had a bad dream......tokin bout tis i really wanted to ask ppl who c my blog a question.......if example u hav a prob u cannot solve who will u tink and cal for help first haha u can tel mi ur ans at ur tagboard haha

well tat's it for now i am startin to get tired liao muz get my "beauty" slp haha....nite



well nth much happened todae all was peaceful except for the fact tat i hav nt been studyin much and slackin so from tomo i muz reaaalllly study liao.....anyway jj cal mi to pass smth to mei tomo i wonder wat the hell it was then he tel mi it ish food wah kau......a little lame sia

anyway i spend a lot of time tinkin last nite....i told my friends that if i kill 100 braincells in a day,50 would b from my personal things eg. sch....40 from my friend relationship probs blah blah blah.....and finally 10 from xm cus wat i tel him he nv understands and i hav to explain again and again hahahaha

hmm...anyway i oso thought i always told some of my best friends tat i will b there for them no matter wat happens....but i was wonderin who will b there for mi when i need someone(no one mayb ha)it made mi tink for some time but no ans came out mayb there r ppl who would but i am nt certain hahahahahahahahaha

i thought of smth too.........i always tink tat i am willin to sacrifise myself for my gd friends but can i really do tat when time comes....i hav smth to prove to others and myself.....tat i will and can do wat i sae tis is wat i wan in life.......to be trustworthy and respected by ppl for tat so tat ppl will nt doubt my word even once ..................

ha.....anyway my friends sae tat i can bring laughter to them(ha i tink so......) but actually ppl who brings laughter to others r always sad themselves.........i dun really noe if tat's the case for mi but smtimes it really is true hai actually if i am super super sad i nv show to others and still keep my smile but actually deep inside i am sad(well but if i am angry i dun keep it i show it haha) i dun really wan my friends to feel sad when i do haha i like to c them smile cus it will make mi tink tat my life is nt meaningless.................i oso hav an aim it is to bring laughter and happiness to all the others around mi and close to mi no matter wat happens

i am already a veri fortunate guy cus my family ish stable and happie dun hav probs like others do....some really really gd friendswho make my life funand a lot of others actually i wonder if i migrate liao will they cry for mi cus they miss mi....i tink so hahaha mayb haha

well.......as u can c i really tink too much liao hahaha tt why i am stress tinkin of such bo liao things....those readin tis blog dun follow my lifestyle or u will b as miserable as mi haha or mayb happie

tat's all for todae i hope tat all my friends and family will b happie tomo too haha.....gd nite





phew......i am so tired todae in the morning i gt smth until later i went to play badminton haha todae was quite ok at first tat jj ok lah nt bad lah but after tat start to become last time again liao hai.......xm todae still veri sux cus he kept hittin drop shots and cannot go through net haha keep tellin him nt to do it but he super stubborn anyway i tink i play singles so much better than doubles hahah

after tat we went to eat dinner haha it was veri nice sia.......then we followed jj to kovan to fetch mei home.......wah kau i went there eat ice-cream whole mouth pain i dun noe ish teeth or where lah haha then i nv tok at all and then when we gt to paya lebar there i like veri angri(is it arh i dun noe haha) cus i was veri tired and mouth pain........

then when we walked to one of the traffic i walked across without waitin for the green light and cars was still movin haha anyway tat xm followed mi(wah kau why he do tat) and wat was funni was tat i even walked veri slowly...............mayb i really wan to die..........

when i gt home my whole mouth started to bleed but onli for a while now alrite liao haha i tink ish cus i eat ice-cream too fast then veri cold so like tat

haha i happened to notice tat jj veri bu shuan after we tok taxi home or shld i sae when we at the gate mei sae no need to take her to her hse i dun noe why leh but anyway after we gt out of the taxi i went home without waitin for jj cus he walk veri slow and i in so much pain oso when he changed his shirt his uncle saw a lot of slashes? on his body i wonder wat was wrong

hai......i am veri tired actually except for sunday when i can play badminton other days seems borin and tiring mayb i shld go jump(haha kiddin ) and oh yah haha finally yesterday i bought the hp Nokia N80 wow super cool and nice to use sia onli one word to describe it-BEST

tat's all for todae actually i write tis ish like a diary of mine except anyone can c i was wonderin if anyone really took a fair bit of time to c it and really understand wat i am tokin a bout mayb?mayb nt.........anyway gd nite

p.s hey i really wanna noe when jj goin to return mi back my money........................



haha for the last two days i haven been writin my blog cus i was tokin to mei tat two nite so no time to write hahahahahah

anyway smth BIG happened on fri again my friend quarelled wif mei and a lot of things happened hahahahaha anyway tat's all for now cus i will write tonite haha



AHHHHHHHHHHHHH...............i am so tired todae cus we had maths lessons for 2 and a half hrs then break then java programming for 3 HRS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i was so tired tat i could nt even keep my eyes open during the lessons....

i was almost late todae if my father did nt fetch mi to sch cus i gt u late and if i went there by mrt sure late one.........i tink tat todae was a veri unlucky day cus many bad things happened todae

anyway todae mornin at bout 4 smth i gt an sms from diana tat says gd nite and other things erh was tat true if u hav time could u tel mi the details ha thx

anyway tat's all for todae hope tomo will b a better day.........



todae was quite a gd day cus we onli had lessons until 12.....but we had to wait until 3.15 for tat stupid std talk so while we were waitin we went to play pool haha i was so lan lo kau every ball oso like flush toilet bowl like tat then come out wtf.....

at the std tok i almost wanted to slp liao so sian i dun noe why we shld attend it mayb due to tat nyp incident haha then at the q & a part someone asked if masturbatin wil]l cause std when the person said no.....all of them clapped haha ayb its a sign they gt do it

anyway at nite mei called mi we tok bout some things anyway i still did nt believe jj i dun noe why leh mayb cus of all the experiences i had tat made mi tink tis way......i oso told mei tAT she had become the man and jj the woman....

she told mi tat her ex-boyfriend would do things tat she like even if she did nt ask her too......well hehe i thought tat all man shld noe all tis things ish how they do it onli haha

and she said tat jj would onli do things tat she liked when asked to.......well i thought it defeats the purpose if u need to tel someone to do it.........haha mayb its my personal view i oso asked her wat she thought of mi when she first saw mi she sae gd(i dun noe if ish i hear wrongly or nt lah haha) i was quite amazed hahahahahahahaha

but she sae my hairstyle sux(actually i agree hahaah) hmm..... actually i wanted to asked some ppl am i man enough haha mayb nt who noes hahaahahahaha

actually i tink tat as long as u hav determination and willpower u r already gd or the best liao wat do u tink? haha many ppl hav their different views but i tink tat when all of it is summarised it will still come down to tis two points cus tat's wat make us able to achieve smth tat ppl thought it will nt happen

anyway i had quite a gd chat wif mei.........i hope tat she slps well and feel refreshed tomo morning same goes for all my gd friends and jj pls stop lying .........................nite



yesterday i did nt write anything in my blog cus i was too busy liao.............actually i hav a lot of things i wanted to sae well nt bout sch cus i hav no prob in sch(except tat i dun understand my subj cus i am confused haha) but its bout personal prob nt mine but my friends one..................

juz two days ago smth happened well tis was wat happen my friend(boy) did smth or shld i sae lie to his girlfriend(mei) bout a certain thing and she found out bout it.......well she called mi and told mi bout it actually i thought nth was certain yet mayb it was juz a misunderstandin or wat but since she was so certain tat it was him(cus she wif him so long liao sure noe one) i hav no choice but to take it tat tis incident was his fault

at first she was veri angri bout tis and wanted to make my friend pay but i thought tat was nt the best solution.......wat i wanted was for them to sit down and tok it over quietly(judgin from wat ish happening i dun tink it can happen).........

the worst part is tat my friend dun even noe wat's goin on and thought tat my mei was tryin to do smth(actually i dun noe wat my friend tinks she ish tryin to do) she wanted my friend to find out himself and then understand her feelings then she will sae it out......

apparently.......i dun tink he did but rather started to blame her.......well mei was tokin to mi yesterday and tat guy kept callin(nt really all the time i tink 45 mins once or smth like tat) but she told mi she did nt wan to ans his cal but finally decided to cal him

well i stopped tokin to her but somehow at 12 plus she sms mi tat she quarreled again wif tat guy hai i shld hav told her nt to cal him it would hav been a better choice but nevertheless i decided to tel her to stop callin tat guy or reply his cal(i dun noe if she did haha)

well nth happened todae no one called mi and i hope nt....nt tat i dun wan others to cal but either mei or tat guy cus it will mean tat smth has happened(if its nt bout tat thing but juz tokin tat nvm i wll be happie to receive tat call)anyway i presume tat everything ish fine for now......tat's all i can sae

now tat tis has happened i am afraid to sae they may b on the verge of breakin up........but i heard there is one last chance of tat guy i hope he treasures it or nt there will b trouble

juz to point out.......tat guy sms to mei sayin tat she ish becomin a certain guy which all of us hate veri much and he does nt wan to hate her like he hates tat certain guy...........................................but i hav to sae smth out..........dun u get it the friend of mine she is nt the one u r the one becomin tat certain guy
all tis attitude and stunts u pull it is exactly like tat certain guy she ish changin bout how bout u

u get jealous everytime she toks to guys other then u to b specific mi how can u control her............i may nt hav to right to butt in but tis is nt the way to treat someone u love i hope when i am writin tis it will suddenly get into ur brain.......it takes two hands to clap.......changes cannot onli come from one person in a relationship it muz be from both party......u may nt notice it but u r the one at fault

i wish both of u gd luck but if tis continues mayb wat xm said is rite breakin up is the best soution even if it hurts.......oh and mei dun feel sad or cry liao i like it better when u r cheerful and happie stay strong everything will b fine i will be by ur side to support u

the same goes for tat gd friend of mine............................

feel free to tel mi if i hav written anything wrong



phew..........todae so tired morning gt smth to do busy then afternoon went to play badminton haha todae badminton still ok lah juz tat xm backhand still gt prob and jj kept attackin him wah kau i oso injured my arm a little todae

hai tomo gt sch again tired sia anyway we went to the siam place at parkway to hav our dinner buffet one haha quite nice juz tat some of the food there quite spicy lah

anyway wah kau jj owe mi money again i dun hav money liao he still wan to owe mi damn it sho bu liao him arh damn it i am seriously out of money liao..................hai when will he ever return my money on time i tink tis will nv happen

hahaha todae mi and xm tricked jj first i called xm take my hp then he said loudly "ow so many message from Diana" when jj heard tat he quickly rushed over then we laugh hard which actually dun hav one hahahahah

but i heard from mei tat he cried cus i threaten him wah kau damn it piss mi off sia even xm will nt like tat lo damn it he is an aqua i cannot believe it when mei called and told mi tat hai............

tat's it for todae i hope tomo will be a better day.................



wah kau ... todae so early wake up cus jj asked mi to halp train ppl in badminton but when we were bout to go then he tel mi tat those ppl haven book court now then go book WAH LAU i played badminton and book court so long liao i knew tat sat and sun book court muz advance one week book one then gt space now book sure cannot................i was rite kau made mi super angry bout it

but luckily todae was the day i went to watch mi3 wif xm,kendrick and his two friends haha it was fun as it had been long since we met up and i kept suaning Kendrick haha i enjoyed todae a lot........

mi3 was quite a nice movie haha...........finally tomo i goin to play badminton again hai i dun noe wat excuse jj ish goin to giv us when he play badly tomo.....i hope all goes well tomo hahaha

sometimes i feel tat i am quite a useless person sia cus when i studyin i cannot concentrate well like i did during the o lvls period and when ppl tel mi their probs smth i cannot halp then to solve but can onli listen to them haha i hope to improve my IQ and EQ.......................tired



AHHHHHHHHH....................kau todae was quite a tough day nt cus the subject was hard but was cus the subiect damn borin wan to slp but cannot hahahahahahahahahahahah

anyway i oso went to eat dinner wif jj,mei and xm at singpost haha i ate kfc again kau wanted to vomit but cus they wan go eat so i hav no choice

i was veri digusted by jj actions todae damn it first his hand swings like a sissy then he started to act cryin wah kau FUK FUK FUK damn it he ish such a sissy i really wanted to beat the freakin crap out of him if diana and xm was nt there kau he always act like a man in front of gurls then actually so aqua

actually i hate a lot of things tat jj do damn it
for example
he always like wan to show off tat he gt a girlfriend which i dun noe wat so great bout it
he always muz b better than us in everything(sch, notebook blah blah)
he veri ruo ma i dun lke boys like tat if u r a man b like one
i dun noe why but he likes to follow wat i do like eg tok like mi i hate ppl who copy my way of tokin and doin things damn it pisses mi off
he cannot lose one
he likes to lie to mi a lot i hate ppl who do tat cus it reminds mi of wat a person i was last time
he likes to sa jiao FUK
AND HE LIKES TO SING DAMN IT MAKES MI SO ANGRY

tat's wat i hate mayb ppl will sae tat i am a bastard for sayin all tis bad things bout him but juz cannot take it damn it...........................................

hai i am so tired sia.....................

(Diana if u feel tat wat i sae ish too guo fen then i am sorri veri sorri u can scold mi for all u like cus i noe i veri chibye for sayin tis)




wah lau todae such a borin day sia.............my lecture actually 3 hrs but onli lasted for 1 hr to 2 hr plus sia tthen can go home liao ha ha actually got tennis but i dun wan go muz wait until 3 o'clock wah kau veri long sia..........................then another one of my friend oso sae he dun wan go so haha i pontank lo

anyway finally tomo last day of the week cause fri vesak day then no need go sch........hai but muz go back sec sch to collect o lvl cert kau veri tired sia............

oh yes sat finally goin to c mission impossible 3 ta no shi mi da na haha dun tink anyone will understand it haha......................................

sad sia i dun noe when i will stop tinkin of bo liao stuff in my mind haha muz go buy the complete idiot guide to stop tinkin of bo liao stuff lame haha

guess tis ends the day ahhhhh i dun noe why but evrytime even when i feel tired i dun wan to slp ha






hmm..............todae was actually quite a peaceful day for mi cause nth actually happened haha phew todae i finally brought my notebook to sch wah kau it was super heavy sia my shoulders so pain

i had a lot of strange last nite sia..............i dreamt a lot of funni things haha one of the dreams was i playin badminton wif my friends in i dun noe which cc haha it was like in the anime like eg my smack can become so fast tat fire can be seen and my friend's racket flew away when he hit it haha so lame

the scond dream i had was more of a realistic one.........mi , xuanming, junjie and mei went out to hav dinner together at where the hell placei oso dun noe ......we were havin dinner(i guess so cause it looked like it was nite) and gossipin bout a person we hate like hell

then suddenly i oso dun noe why jj started scoldin diana and she argues back..........finally they started quarrelin and ended up the two of them leavin
kau why did i tink of such stupid things
mi go find mei and xm find jj i tink we tok to them a little and brought them back
but once they c each other start to quarrel again and again
the process kept goin on
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH kau veri funni sia hai then i woke up and still veri tired sia
hope to hav a better slp tonite and hav better dreams which i wished for hahaha



Wah kau...........tired todae super tired sia...........dun noe why leh todae lectures were quite carefree todae haha.........
sometimes i dun noe why ppl r so stubborn when u ask others to do smth for u and they refuse, u will try ur best to force them to do it eg. threaten them, sa jiao blah blah blah wun tat make others veri unhappie and even if they do it, they will nt do it to their best
hai...........why muz ppl do tis i am tired of tinkin so much................someone halp mi AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
haha i sent an email to ppl askin them if they will die for mi or watch mi die

RESULTS
watch mi die-42%
die for mi-58%

haha i wan to thx the 58% ppl but i dun really need u guys die for mi haha
for those 48% ppl i dun noe wat to sae

i hope tat the world will be peaceful, all my friends r hapie and most important i hope tat jj and my mei will nt quarrel wif each other anymore and be happie forever haha

haha todae was such a gd day hehe cus every sun i get to play badminton yay!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
hai but i todae veri suai cus i lost my necklace wah kau i liked it veri much sia damn it nxt time i buy a new one i will nv take it off

hmm........ my badminton session todae looked the same as every one haha i play QUITE gd lah haha as always jj uncle hand pain and jj keep missing but todae i keep forcin xm to hit wif his backhand which ended up him missin damn lots of balls haha he looked quite depressed haha

hai been tinkin too much again lately dun noe why i tink all sorts of things(except for the disgusting ones hahaha) i dun noe why ppl tel secrets to some and nt others mayb ish bcus they trust those ppl but for my case i dun noe why i dun tink ppl really trust mi confused sia hai but nvm bout tat

but if anyone hav prob keeping secrets or feels tat he or she muz share wif someone u can find mi i am a trustworthy person haha (applies onli to my best friends and ppl close to mi heh)

well looks like tomo ish goin to sch day again actually quite sian but i will perserve until the end and get gd results and take care of my parents nxt time hahahahahahahahahaha



Wah kau todae was such a bad day i got leg cramps the moment i woke up shit i tink i super suai sia the day b4 i play badminton i got tis it hapens like every week one hai guess i muz be too tired haha anyway other then tat nth particular happened todae........my mom was nt at home so i had to do the hse work ahhhhhh i do until veri tired sia hai haha

anyway i wanted to sae tat ppl shld nt tink too much its for our own gd cus if u tink too much u will hav lots of freakin problems hai one gd eg ish mi hai

i rmb tat in the month of march i did nt slp for at least 30 days nt jokin it was terrible cus i had too much in my mind some ppl sae i am cheerful but i dun tink so no one really understand my prob but its all rite at least i hav some really gd friends it can cover everything i hope...................





todae was quite a gd day although i had to configure my laptop for 4 hrs plus ahhhhhhhhhh

i sat in SALC from12 to 4 plus haha it was damn cold in there even though i had my jacket on

but finally i was able to finish configuring my internet access haha nxt time can bring to sch liao

but hai now i am worrying for another problem....................... two veri veri gd friends or shld i sae close

friends of mine r now facing a veri veri big problem....... i am nt sure wat happened but it seems quite serious

hai i wan to halp them but scared make matters worse but if i leave it to themselves i am afraid they cannot

tat prob hai

i hope i can do smth to make the two of them feel better

i hav a lot to sae bout tis matter but i dun wan to tel it in my blog to respect them

really hope things will turn out fine for them hai.......... stress headache sia






i will protect u even if it means sacrificing my own life.......................



hmm...................i still doin my blog now kau how to paste the tagboard i hav no idea hai

todae was quite a bad day i injured my hand during last sun and now veri pain sia kau haha luckily

at maths i understand wat the lecturer was tokin kau tat was the onli topic i noe well hai sian sia

if onli i could become a dragon and fly freely hahahahahahaha

phew tis ish the first time i hav created a blog looks quite plain leh haha

well i hope u guys will like it ............